Venting My mom doesnt deserve this

[Iwashereonce]

She truly loves me and helps me the best she can. I suffer with alot of health problems and in chronic pain, shes the reason im trying so hard to stay alive and its going to devaste her when i ctb. I know she knows im suffering but she still hopes for a miracle. I hate that it has come down to this, this life is not fair, i wish i was healthy and living my life, hanging out with my friends, dating, working... What even is the point of so much pain??? When i was a child i was so happy and had no idea life could be this terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you've had to suffer so unbearably, it truly is such a cruel and hellish existence where people feel so much pain all through no fault of their own. But anyway best wishes.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

She truly loves me and helps me the best she can. I suffer with alot of health problems and in chronic pain, shes the reason im trying so hard to stay alive and its going to devaste her when i ctb. I know she knows im suffering but she still hopes for a miracle. I hate that it has come down to this, this life is not fair, i wish i was healthy and living my life, hanging out with my friends, dating, working... What even is the point of so much pain??? When i was a child i was so happy and had no idea life could be this terrible.

I can relate and I'm very sorry for your pain. I hope you find peace.

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

At least both my parents are dead. I only care about my cats - I feel that my ctb will be betrayal of them, and they never deserved that.

 

[Papa Shinai]

I'm in the same position

 

[fleetingnight]

I'm so sorry. You deserve better, too