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hope is the seed of despair
- Feb 13, 2023
- 48
I thought there was a chance for me to be happy.
I knew what would happen to that hope in the long run, yet I held on to it with all I had. And now I've got nothing to hold on to.
Now I realise that even hoping for death to save me is nothing but an endless struggle.
Hope was my mistake.
Now I am falling endlessley in a dark abyss. Nothing to sense, nothing to think, nothing to hope for. As I continue to fall I realise, "What was I so afraid of? Why did I hold on to that hope so tightly?". The abyss has no end. There is no need to struggle. There is nothing to fear.
I knew what would happen to that hope in the long run, yet I held on to it with all I had. And now I've got nothing to hold on to.
Now I realise that even hoping for death to save me is nothing but an endless struggle.
Hope was my mistake.
Now I am falling endlessley in a dark abyss. Nothing to sense, nothing to think, nothing to hope for. As I continue to fall I realise, "What was I so afraid of? Why did I hold on to that hope so tightly?". The abyss has no end. There is no need to struggle. There is nothing to fear.
