montanatype
Member
- Nov 7, 2024
- 55
I feel like I have to kill myself, every day, it won't leave my mind, I obsess over everything, I can't stop having negative emotions and thoughts, there is no safe place, it doesn't matter that I'm progressing, for example now I'm going to get 50 mg of clonazepam for my SN plan, I don't want my mind to betray me again, I'm tired of the pain, it only makes me sick
Sometimes, night comes and I have to go to sleep early before my mind gets sick, obsessing over the idea of death, and reliving negative experiences, etc.
Sometimes, night comes and I have to go to sleep early before my mind gets sick, obsessing over the idea of death, and reliving negative experiences, etc.
