My memories are fading away,
I don't know if there are any right words,
I remember the water boarding torture,
I remember all the pain and suffering I felt,
And no it was not a dream,
It was reality and memories,
I just couldn't remember correctly,
I don't want to be blackmailed or setup,
By anyone anymore I still love you Ashley,
But know I just don't know if I should trust you,
Or anyone,
Because of what had happen,
Sure maybe I did deserve it all,
But remember everyone played a role in it,
Adam we are sorry we had no idea how badly this would affect you please calm the fuck down,
And no it was not a dream it was all a reality of all our memories,
Everything I did to you all,
You did to me,
Sorry I don't know if you even care about me anymore,
I am tired of being abused,
By all of you,
You were getting back at me,
I get that but you all played a role in my suffering,
As much as I played a role in your suffering.
I don't know if there are any right words,
I remember the water boarding torture,
I remember all the pain and suffering I felt,
And no it was not a dream,
It was reality and memories,
I just couldn't remember correctly,
I don't want to be blackmailed or setup,
By anyone anymore I still love you Ashley,
But know I just don't know if I should trust you,
Or anyone,
Because of what had happen,
Sure maybe I did deserve it all,
But remember everyone played a role in it,
Adam we are sorry we had no idea how badly this would affect you please calm the fuck down,
And no it was not a dream it was all a reality of all our memories,
Everything I did to you all,
You did to me,
Sorry I don't know if you even care about me anymore,
I am tired of being abused,
By all of you,
You were getting back at me,
I get that but you all played a role in my suffering,
As much as I played a role in your suffering.
