IHurtTheOneILove
Experienced
- Dec 16, 2023
- 206
I'm hoping at some point in the next month I will obtain a .357 magnum through a connection I know. Once I have the gun I'm gonna take the sim card out of my phone and drive to a nice secluded wooded area far away from home. I'll listen to music thats downloaded on my phone, sit against a tree, and build the courage to CTB.
At home I'm planning on leaving personalized letters to every important person in my life along with my debit card for funeral expenses. I can only hope that one of my parents respects my wishes enough to disperse them properly. When I was hospitalized during my last attempt they read through my notes that were intended for other people so I'm not sure how much I trust them. I might let a friend know that they're at home.
Anyways that's the plan. I need to look into if my organs can still be harvested, I'm an organ donor and I want my body plucked clean of anything useful then burned into ashes.
Any advice on my plans to make sure police dont get called too soon?
At home I'm planning on leaving personalized letters to every important person in my life along with my debit card for funeral expenses. I can only hope that one of my parents respects my wishes enough to disperse them properly. When I was hospitalized during my last attempt they read through my notes that were intended for other people so I'm not sure how much I trust them. I might let a friend know that they're at home.
Anyways that's the plan. I need to look into if my organs can still be harvested, I'm an organ donor and I want my body plucked clean of anything useful then burned into ashes.
Any advice on my plans to make sure police dont get called too soon?