Venting My living situation makes my misery even worse...

[buriedinmyhead]

My younger brother can be physically abusive, my mom's turning into an alcoholic, and my dad does nothing about either. I can't afford to move out, so I'm stuck in this hellhole. I want to die so fucking bad to escape all this, holy shit. Several days ago I spent almost the whole day in near tears because of how much this shit makes me want to die. I hate them all, I want to kill myself.

 

[v0wkeeper]

feel you man, i hope you get the peace your wishing for

 

[violetforever]

my living situation is all of my problems too. i lived with alcoholics and physical violence too. its way more tame now but its still mentally exhausting to be around awful people and emotional abuse. i dont even know what the advice for people like us is. its hard to suffer so many years and wait for only a small possibility of getting away from this place and living better. its not like world outside of my family is so great either. i feel hurt either way. ill be thinking of u :/

 

[buriedinmyhead]

feel you man, i hope you get the peace your wishing for

One day I will....

my living situation is all of my problems too. i lived with alcoholics and physical violence too. its way more tame now but its still mentally exhausting to be around awful people and emotional abuse. i dont even know what the advice for people like us is. its hard to suffer so many years and wait for only a small possibility of getting away from this place and living better. its not like world outside of my family is so great either. i feel hurt either way. ill be thinking of u :/

Thank you one day we'll both leave, one way or another. I'll keep you in my thoughts as well