My "list". What is yours?

[justagreenleaf]

I'm planning to commit suicide within the next few days. My SN arrives tomorrow, and my goodbye letter is ready.
I am making a list of things to do before I go.

- Get my nails done at the salon. (bright red stiletto shape, or soft pink almond shape, still uncertain. Feel free to chime in!)
- Destroy my diaries and any personal writing.
- Do the laundry so that I can wear my favourite outfit.
- Buy bed sheets (I'm moving into a different place where I'll kill myself).
- Write a beautiful Twitter thread about the value of love, as my last presence on social media.
- Shave some of my body parts (lol).
- Order takeout that I love.
- Apply some lotion on my hands and body, and do my makeup.

The list is subject to change, but that's what it looks like for me. Do you also have one? What does it have?

 

[Zegers]

I have to think about it but it would be something like

- Book a hotel room that I like
- Have a good meal the day before
- Relaxing beforehand with a sparkling bath

 

[hungry_ghost]

I'm planning to commit suicide within the next few days. My SN arrives tomorrow, and my goodbye letter is ready.
I am making a list of things to do before I go.

- Get my nails done at the salon. (bright red stiletto shape, or soft pink almond shape, still uncertain. Feel free to chime in!)
- Destroy my diaries and any personal writing.
- Do the laundry so that I can wear my favourite outfit.
- Buy bed sheets (I'm moving into a different place where I'll kill myself).
- Write a beautiful Twitter thread about the value of love, as my last presence on social media.
- Shave some of my body parts (lol).
- Order takeout that I love.
- Apply some lotion on my hands and body, and do my makeup.

The list is subject to change, but that's what it looks like for me. Do you also have one? What does it have?

I feel like I would leave behind my diaries and personal writing, at least as a sort of "legacy", however small it would be, and to offer my loved ones something to remember me by.

My favorite things to look at by famous artists/directors/writers are their personal diaries.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

1. Write my suicide note
2. Go to the woods or some abandoned place at night and drink SN.

 

[Lullaby]

Treating yourself seems like a really nice thing to do before going.

I probably wouldn't do a ton. I want to rent a really nice hotel room in the city, with a view of the skyline and hopefully the water. Order a steak dinner, and then finally throw on comfy clothes for my final rest.

 

[justagreenleaf]

I feel like I would leave behind my diaries and personal writing, at least as a sort of "legacy", however small it would be, and to offer my loved ones something to remember me by.

My favorite things to look at by famous artists/directors/writers are their personal diaries.

That would work if your diary isn't like mine (constant romantic ramblings that nobody would want to hear about, lol).

 

[SleepyBB]

I haven't put a whole lot of thought into this because I'm over here thinking about wanting to travel and see places, do things, adventure before I check out. which kinda stinks because it essentially puts an indefinite hold on ctb.
I'm torn between doing the laundry list of things first, if I can somehow find the money, and having a basic list of:
-pay some a-holes to empty out most of my apartment so my family doesn't have a grotesque mess to clean after I depart.
-note/will
-last meal
-programing custom goodbye messages to send out on a timer
-favorite movie and catch the bus brew
-curtains close-

 

[depresso_espresso97]

If I did it…I'd want to write a note or letter to each person who's important to me. Make sure my dogs are going to be taken care of and all my possessions/money I have left goes to whoever gets them. Then I'd want to go on one last date with my guy and let him know how much I love him. Then I'd do it while he's at work the next day.

 

[mojabaka]

I'm just going to update all my social media to say that Pfizer caused my suicide. Nobody will care, but I believe the truth will come out one day and I want to contribute to it abit. Unfortunately it will too late for me and million others and I highly doubt that the industry will learn anything, because this haas been going on for decades.

 

[Wantodisappear]

I have to think about it but it would be something like

- Book a hotel room that I like
- Have a good meal the day before
- Relaxing beforehand with a sparkling bath

I want do it in a hotel, but the thought of hotel may get affected by me doing the thing makes me uncomfortable all the time.

 

[FuneralCry]

The only thing that would really be important to me is making sure that the method succeeds. If I was about to die, everything else would feel so pointless. There is nothing that I really want to do as well, I just want to be gone.