My life was ruined coz of a suicide attempt

[AltF4Mylife]

10 years ago I attempted suicide after having some issues with my teacher. After my attempt I got kicked out of school and the principal just put some bad remarks in my transfer certificate so I was not accepted into any other private schools in my country. I decided to enroll in distance education and continue my online work. I had 4 psychosis episodes and diagnosed with bipolar disorder on 2022. With no regular education and with mental health issues I just can't find work anymore. I used to make money online till 2023 and saved up $50k which I think will last me for another 10 years without job as I live in a poor country but after that I think I will end up homeless. I'm trying to buy SN now.

 

[telekon]

10 years ago I attempted suicide after having some issues with my teacher. After my attempt I got kicked out of school and the principal just put some bad remarks in my transfer certificate so I was not accepted into any other private schools in my country. I decided to enroll in distance education and continue my online work. I had 4 psychosis episodes and diagnosed with bipolar disorder on 2022. With no regular education and with mental health issues I just can't find work anymore. I used to make money online till 2023 and saved up $50k which I think will last me for another 10 years without job as I live in a poor country but after that I think I will end up homeless. I'm trying to buy SN now.

a lot can happen in 10 years and you can probably save during that time to avoid homelessness... you have it made...

 

[Cauliflour]

After my attempt I got kicked out of school and the principal just put some bad remarks in my transfer certificate so I was not accepted into any other private schools in my country.

What kind of shitty school did you go to that punished you like this for having mental health problems like what the fuck?

 

[Irisse]

Not a lawyer or anything but isn't it illegal to ruin someone's chances at a carrer/job/school due to their issues with (mental) health? That is basically discrimination, isn't it? I know going to court hearings is not fun but is it possible to settle it that way? Again I know next to nothing about law so someone feel free to correct me. If not, I wish you luck in finding and buying SN.

 

[caesium]

Genuinely think It's crazy that people's "solution" to a suicide attempt is to make the person's life harder. Y'know because that's definitely gonna make them want to live.

 

[58Alice85]

I was just thinking of a psychotic episode I had a couple of months ago, when I visited the same supermarket I visited back then to buy something to eat.
Back then, I was completely drenched in sweat, elevated body temperature like a fever, dilated pupils, with voices in my head sounding so damn loud like a megaphone.
In my head, all the food in the supermarket was poisoned by the government, all the people controlled by Satan, and the voices kept screaming things like "SEX WITH GOD NOW"
these voices are pure insanity
they even tried to convince me the secret of the Seraphim (that is the highest order of the angels) is, why they are allowed to be so close to God, is because they have sex with the Creator