Venting My life is so pathetic

[Ariel1]

My life is so pathetic. I do nothing. I don't know that I'm good at anything. I used to be beautiful but am now deformed from a health condition. I don't leave my house. I keep hearing about people I used to know of family members and how they have beautiful partners or children or whatever that makes them successful and I can't help but feel like it's unfair. I'm happy they got what they wanted in life, but why did this have to happen to me? I just don't want to live anymore because the injustice of it makes me want to scream and cry. There's no purpose to my existence and I wish i could change my circumstances but since i can't, I need to ctb. I'm just so depressed. Like its not normal to not want to talk about other people because when I hear how happy and beautiful they are and how I'm not I feel like I've been kicked in the gut. Or to not want to watch TV because I can't handle watching happy beautiful people remind me what I'm not.

 

[DeadSouls]

I'm sorry. Xoxox
My life feels meaningless and empty,too. Because it is. Just sadly existing until I don't anymore. You're not alone.

 

[forgivemegod]

I deeply understand you, I once was a attractive and happy person too, who lost everything to health condition. I can't even watch TV or use social media because of triggering effects. I'm sorry, hope we can find peace