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Mohamedömar

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Dec 12, 2025
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Imagine you are a 20 years old young man but your life is over before it even bagan. Yes that is me

I am 5'4 feet tall, very ugly, brown skin, skinny fat, (-5) vision, and you have a small and very thin d*ck. Those are not the only problem, I am very poor and I live in a poor 3rd country called Egypt, no future, no copes, I can't live like a normal human being, I can't buy a gaming pc or an old car (i love cars so much) or a good food because the avg income here is 140$ and high unemployment, also the internet here is so slow and limited (150 gb for a whole month and it is not enough).

This isn't a life, this is a hell, I can't suicide because it is forbidden in my religion and I can't get a pistol. I don't have anything to do except continuing my education and try to get out of my country and live alone till my death.

I see a lot of people have fun, have good genetics, good gfs and have sex everyday while I live this brutal life everyday. The only thing that makes me satisfied is that one day I will die and that hell will end. 😔
 
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cr7

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Jun 7, 2026
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el9ara7a di mesh 7ayat men l2awal chehratna w shkolatna 5ara w ma3ednash boldan wela 5air wala aye haga, ya3ni n3mel eh 8eir el ente7ar ba2a
 
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Mohamedömar

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Dec 12, 2025
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el9ara7a di mesh 7ayat men l2awal chehratna w shkolatna 5ara w ma3ednash boldan wela 5air wala aye haga, ya3ni n3mel eh 8eir el ente7ar ba2a
I can't read franko
مش بعرف اقرأ فرانكو
 
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cr7

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Jun 7, 2026
51
I can't read franko
مش بعرف اقرأ فرانكو
عادي. انا قصدي كان ان الصراحة دي مش حياة، من الاول اشكالنا خرة و ماعندناش بلدان فيها خير ولا اي حاجة، يعني نعمل ايه غير الانتحار بقى
الله يعينك الدعاء والامل كل اللي بقالنا و كل اللي قادرين عليه
 
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korchoi

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May 15, 2026
51
No matter what you look like, you are a precious person.🤗
 
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Mohamedömar

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Dec 12, 2025
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عادي. انا قصدي كان ان الصراحة دي مش حياة، من الاول اشكالنا خرة و ماعندناش بلدان فيها خير ولا اي حاجة، يعني نعمل ايه غير الانتحار بقى
الله يعينك الدعاء والامل كل اللي بقالنا و كل اللي قادرين عليه
الانتحار حرام يا اخويا, انا كنت هنتحر في معمل التحليلية عندي في الكلية بس مسكت نفسي هعمل ايه يعني اخش النار.
مقدميش حل غير الدعاء و استني يوم موتي
No matter what you look like, you are a precious person.🤗
Sadly, this is not the reality, the reality is I am a subhuman.
 
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smirks00ts

smirks00ts

have you...ever done something that you regret?
Jul 12, 2026
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I wish I had other words to say really but I hope you are well my friend. im 20 and i feel the same even if our circumstances are kinda different..
 
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Mohamedömar

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Dec 12, 2025
13
I wish I had other words to say really but I hope you are well my friend. im 20 and i feel the same even if our circumstances are kinda different..
I am trying to fight and at least get out of my poor country and try to live at least a normal life as lonely man, I hope you get better, too.
 
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