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Parnate

Mage
Dec 16, 2021
568
Well I am male, gay , 30. I have ADHD, avpd etc. no medicine has worked so far . I also daydream a lot. Whenever I see rich, normal people on social media , I immediately feel a hollow in my heart . I feel utterly horrible. When I stopped social media it was the people I saw on street that made me feel that ways. I feeel so horrible and pathetic. As a remedy I daydream immediately cause if I don't I can't bear the pain. This is jealousy, insecurity whatever that you may call it. Don't know how to deal with it.
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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Same here. Like it's not even happening. Just too impossible to believe it's true. Too unbearable to handle.
 
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CallmeWill4719

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Nov 11, 2024
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i sent a message but yeah same shit here. right now obsessing looking at dc comics stuff like lords of order and chaos. Thinking about these concepts calms me down.
 
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passedawayinapril

Burial
Nov 25, 2024
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Well I am male, gay , 30. I have ADHD, avpd etc. no medicine has worked so far . I also daydream a lot. Whenever I see rich, normal people on social media , I immediately feel a hollow in my heart . I feel utterly horrible. When I stopped social media it was the people I saw on street that made me feel that ways. I feeel so horrible and pathetic. As a remedy I daydream immediately cause if I don't I can't bear the pain. This is jealousy, insecurity whatever that you may call it. Don't know how to deal with it.
At night I see weird distorted faces
 
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