Venting My last day

[msnfjekxn]

Today is the day Ill hopefully ctb by using KN. Ive already started fasting, the only thing that might be an impediment to my plan is if the person I live with doesnt go out tonight as they usually do.

I am truly grateful towards all of the people on this forum, firstly the people that redearched methods and made them accessible. If it werent for them, I wouldve most likely resorted to a very violent or non lethal method. Aditionally, I want to say that I havent recieved such kindness and compassiom from other people in such a long time. Im truly thankful towards all of you.

Goodbye, everyone

 

[bakenohana]

i hope you find peace sorry things turned out this way, have a safe journey, I hope its as painless and peaceful as possible.

 

[raemysteryO]

Have a swift journey~ Hope you find peace that you deserve

 

[Alexandra_]

Good luck to you, friend
I also dream of peace, it is unbearable to be in this world any longer, for me there is only suffering here

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find peace

 

[itsgone2]

Good luck. I hope to find your resolve soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.

 

[Matchaaa]

I hope you find peace and relief.
Good luck.

 

[meddle]

good luck, buddy. is kn as peaseful as sn? it would be very helpful if you could post updates on how you feel

 

[msnfjekxn]

good luck, buddy. is kn as peaseful as sn? it would be very helpful if you could post updates on how you feel

Thank you. From what I read, its practically the same identical thing since they both cause the same thing, methemoglobinemia. The only difference being that you need a few more grams of KN since the weight of the Potassium mol is lighter than the one of the Sodium one, I think.

I would post the symptoms, but Im already not feeling that great due to the fasting and I also just want it to be over as soon as possible, so after ingesting the KN, Ill just listen to music really loud in my headphones until Im finally gone.

 

[HopelessScientist]

Take care <3