Story My introduction...

[lame404willnotfound]

Ola!
While I'm not new to the forum, I've been a bit of a lurker for a while now, and figured it was time to start posting.
I've been professionally diagnosed as bipolar for almost two years now, and I also suffer from extreme anxiety. I'm also a gay female, which leaves me embarrassed and alone in my family. I have little to no friends either.
I just feel like I'm kind of a waste of space, and I'm never gonna make any useful contributions to the world. I'm not sure when I want to ctb, but I will probably end up doing so impulsively, and want to have something that resembles a plan available for whenever that might be.
Well, there's my crappy introduction. Just wanted to say hi.

 

[Donewith_]

Welcome aboard:) sorry to know that you are feeling bad about yourself and are hurting. Hope you have good company here..Hope you check all the available options (if something might work) before deciding on something..

 

[Empty Smile]

Welcome to the dark side. We had cookies, but they are all gone now.

 

[15dec]

Welcome to SS! Sorry to hear about what's gone on but you'll find support here :) sending hugs

 

[gingerplum]

Welcome! Sorry you're feeling so low. I hope you're getting adequate treatment for your bipolar disorder. Please don't do anything "impulsively"; ctb is one decision you can't take back. Hope you will find support and options on this forum, for both continuing your life or making the carefully considered option not to.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Welcome to the forum! This is a welcoming community and I hope you feel comfortable here. Feel free to express yourself and share your stories with us.

 

[Lady black]

Hi! It´s sad ypur family doesnt support you with your sexual orientation. i´m sure you are not wasted space

 

[Shewaitsforme]

Welcome, i wish family and friends could realise that being gay isnt a choice, i fought against it for years but i am who i am and you are who you are never forget that. Dont do it on impulse, are you on medication, therapy? Explore all your options before you CTB, there is no rush