suffering
Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
- Aug 17, 2018
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Like a machine gun or something that would be placed on top on my bed facing me (maybe with some AI chip that can make it point to my head even if I toss and turn) that could kill me if activated, BUT (and this is very important as it would overcome the survival instinct) with a random decision maker regarding the night in which I would die, basically I would set it 'Kill me some time in the next 4 years'. I wouldn't know the date, maybe it's after 1 day, maybe it's after 4 years. This way I could sleep easily without fear (if I would set it with precise date, I wouldn't be able to sleep that date).
I know this is all imagination, but it's all I have left right now.
I know this is all imagination, but it's all I have left right now.