My homosexuality is pathological

[Ch92921]

In my case biological something is not right. I have theory that prenetal the testosteron in the blood in interaction with the brain made some biochemical flaws during critical time. I believe that my homosexuality isnot based on genetetic rather epigenetic. Iam very suffering.
For me this life feels wrong and always has felt wrong.

 

[fox_wannabe]

Do you feel bad about your homosexuality? Can I dm?

 

[Ch92921]

It not a problem per se, but some homosexual REALLY have a biological issue(genetic,neurobiological)

 

[fox_wannabe]

It not a problem per se, but some homosexual REALLY have a biological issue(genetic,neurobiological)

you mean you feel you are worse because you are homosexual? I mean, there are many factors causing homosexuality, and If you are not suffering from any genetic trait than you should not worry about homosexuality alone. We do not choose who we are or things we like.

 

[Ch92921]

you mean you feel you are worse because you are homosexual? I mean, there are many factors causing homosexuality, and If you are not suffering from any genetic trait than you should not worry about homosexuality alone. We do not choose who we are or things we like.

Are you a fool?

 

[fox_wannabe]

Are you a fool?

yeah, but fool is king's best advisor. What is your problem dear Majesty? Did I hurt your ego by any chance?

 

[Ch92921]

yeah, but fool is king's best advisor. What is your problem dear Majesty? Did I hurt your ego by any chance?

My biological something is not right at birth. Very flawed

i beliebe I have experience some hormonal, epigenetic flaws in the whomb that caused homosexuality.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I agree. I recently found out I am on the autism spectrum which i believe is linked to my homosexual tendencies

 

[fox_wannabe]

My biological something is not right at birth. Very flawed

ok but what is the problem? I mean do you feel you should be straight? Do you want to be straight? Do you afraid of other mutations?

Besides it is only your theory and you cannot really prove It. There are many other things that can cause homosexuality. It might be social, psychological or simple curiosity.

I agree. I recently found out I am on the autism spectrum which i believe is linked to my homosexual tendencies

Also that people on spectrum do have tendencies to be homo. I am included because I am bi. But for them homosexuality is tip of iceberg.

 

[motel rooms]

I agree. I recently found out I am on the autism spectrum which i believe is linked to my homosexual tendencies

What does autism have to do with being gay?

 

[fox_wannabe]

What does autism have to do with being gay?

Sexual Orientation in Autism Spectrum Disorder - PubMed

Research suggests that individuals with Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD) report increased homosexuality, bisexuality, and asexuality, but decreased heterosexuality. It is important to increase awareness about increased non-heterosexuality in ASD among autistic populations, medical professionals...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

people on spectrum have higher chance of being homosexual.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I dont know what particularly caused it in my case but it is for sure not environmental.

 

[Ch92921]

Some homosexuals do have biological issues, me included.

 

[fox_wannabe]

we talk about biology. Either its genetic or epigenetic!

Biology is not only genetics, especially if we talk about animals so complex as humans. Societal factors, brain chemistry, gut bacteria, psychology, culture it all can change you.

 

[Snake of Eden]

What does autism have to do with being gay?

There are studies that show a link between people in spectrum being more likely to exhibit none heterosexual tendencies. I am not saying every gay person is autistic. I am saying that in some cases brain abnormal wiring or neurodivergence can result in homosexuality too

 

[fox_wannabe]

Some homosexuals do have biological issues, me included.

yeah some. Why are you afrad you are one of them. Stop praising genetics as only factor that changes your life.

There are studies that show a link between people in spectrum being more likely to exhibit none heterosexual tendencies. I am not saying every gay person is autistic. I am saying that in some cases brain abnormal wiring or neurodivergence can result in homosexuality too

Like 0 heterosexual tendencies? wow. I feel that. I am not woman chaser at all

 

[Ch92921]

I dont believe its genetic in my case, I believe its geregulatory(epigenetic) but this epigenetic cant change because its set in the whomb.

 

[motel rooms]

Sexual Orientation in Autism Spectrum Disorder - PubMed

Research suggests that individuals with Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD) report increased homosexuality, bisexuality, and asexuality, but decreased heterosexuality. It is important to increase awareness about increased non-heterosexuality in ASD among autistic populations, medical professionals...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

people on spectrum have higher chance of being homosexual.

There are studies that show a link between people in spectrum being more likely to exhibit none heterosexual tendencies.

I had no idea that was the case

 

[fox_wannabe]

I dont believe its genetic in my case, I believe its geregulatory(epigenetic) but this epigenetic cant change because its set in the whomb.

May I ask what is the problem than? You seam a bit paranoid about It.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I had no idea that was the case

To me this proves in large part that homosexuality can be a result of biological abnormality of the brain wiring. Which means it is really out of our control

 

[Ch92921]

The idea that I am born this faulty, and even If there were 100biologist(geneticst,neuroscienstis,biochemist) and biology would be understood totally. The conclusion would be that there is nothing to fix this inborn error. That makes me very sad.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I dont believe its genetic in my case, I believe its geregulatory(epigenetic) but this epigenetic cant change because its set in the whomb.

Why does it matter so much if it is genetic or epigentic? In any case it is biological and out of our control. Unlike what normal people who think that we choose to embrace this sexuality

The idea that I am born this faulty, and even If there were 100biologist(geneticst,neuroscienstis,biochemist) and biology would be understood totally. The conclusion would be that there is nothing to fix this inborn error. That makes me very sad.

Yes exactly. It is something we are stuck with for the rest of our lives because it is in our physiology. It is not just a mental state

 

[Ch92921]

I get called faggot

do you wanna see some photos of myself to see what I mean

 

[Snake of Eden]

I get called faggot

So did I. I suffered so much hate, bullying and abuse because of it

 

[motel rooms]

You look gay

Why does the guy in my profile pic look gay?

 

[Ch92921]

So did I. I suffered so much hate, bullying and abuse because of it

I get called faggot by strangers! Thats a difference!

 

[Snake of Eden]

I get called faggot

do you wanna see some photos of myself to see what I mean

i think you have shown your pics before on the forum and people called you out that there is nothing that looks gay about your face. Why put yourself through the same thing again?

 

[Snake of Eden]

I get called faggot by strangers! Thats a difference!

There is no such a thing as a gay face. Sure people can give out vibes of being gay by the way they talk and move but gay face is not existent

You are a fool, too?

Everybody's fool :)

 

[Ch92921]

I will suicide in my life for sure,

 

[fox_wannabe]

To me this proves in large part that homosexuality can be a result of biological abnormality of the brain wiring. Which means it is really out of our control

I think it is not because out of brain abnormalities.
Males on spectrum are usually very sexual but majority of them cannot find female partner. Vast majority of those man are virgins. They have plenty of sexual desire and cannot fulfill it. Being gay opens you to less competitive and more open sexual market. It makes you access sex easier. I became bi like that- I just couldn't find willing female for long time. And than out of love for pleasing myself I became interested in idea of pleasing other man. It had nothing to do with wired brain abnormalities.

I get called faggot

do you wanna see some photos of myself to see what I mean

So that is the problem. Do you have low testosterone ? How old are you?

The idea that I am born this faulty, and even If there were 100biologist(geneticst,neuroscienstis,biochemist) and biology would be understood totally. The conclusion would be that there is nothing to fix this inborn error. That makes me very sad.

You are not biologist and you should not conclude anything. Every human is faulty in ome way becasue there is no such thing as perfect human with perfect genes. This is why we all look different. There is no gene that makes you faulty. If you had faulty genes you would be dead. You might have gotten gay gene, but it is all. You are ok. There is nothing wrong with your genes. I am biology student. I know a lot. I passed biology exams as top 5% of population. You can relax, the fact that you gay does not mean anything else other than that you are gay. Genes do not work like that. If you are not biologist you should not assume such things, that is misinformed judgment.