My Goodbye Thread <3

[LosinIt20]

I'm departing this world Tuesday at midnight, I found a nice warm seat at the back of the bus..I just thought I'd make a goodbye thread before I go. It sucks it had to come to this but my mind is made up and I don't see any other options. I already have my sn, anxiety meds and I'll get Tagamet on Tuesday. Once I throw out my belongings that's the end of me. But I would like to thank everyone on this forum, I wouldn't know what to do if I didn't find this site. I found an easy way out, without causing any pain to my physical body. Thank you for the conversations I've had when I couldn't find anyone else to talk to, and for letting me open up and be myself. I really hope God forgives me and understands why I chose to end my physical life. I can't wait to run and jump in my husbands arms I miss him dearly..I've accepted that my life will forever be shit no matter how much I try, pray and keep faith it just ain't gonna get better. I have legit no one in my corner, but when everyone finds out I died I know there will be so many people acting like they were there, I didn't have to take my own life. But here I am, taking my own life...for a billion reasons. I have no job anymore , no income because of coronavirus and I have really bad anxiety and depression. On top of grief, loneliness, poverty and a whole bunch more. Nomore sob stories, it's time I take control of my life and end this shit. God bless everyone I'll still be here until Tuesday, I have to figure out how to ban myself, oh and one last thing, it would be cool if someone could talk me through it at the moment, maybe sit on the phone with me until I'm unconscious, I would like that❤❤

 

[selfhater]

im glad we had time to talk to u ♡
i hope u find peace

 

[Mooshi]

I wish you peace and a safe passing to the other side

 

[BabyYoda]

Wishing you a safe journey

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I hope you and your husband will be at peace together. Sending love your way

 

[Deleted member 14177]

Wishing you so much peace

 

[LMLN]

I'm sorry life has failed you like this. We are here in the mean time, and are here to listen. There is no shame in changing your mind.

 

[Donk]

have a safe journey. love and respect

 

[I’mDone]

I wish you a peaceful journey. It's sad that life has brought you to this conclusion but if it's the path you've chosen to take, then may the path be smooth and easy.

 

[I screwed up]

Sorry my friend that life has come to this .. But let me tell u we all love you here ... U r not alone . I completely feel ur pain as I m in the same boat as u ... Would have loved to be by ur side .. Lots of hugs and my prayers r with you.

 

[jgm63]

If you decide to proceed, then I wish you a safe journey on to somewhere better....

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm sorry you are choosing to go. I wish you well.

 

[yetme]

I'm departing this world Tuesday at midnight, I found a nice warm seat at the back of the bus..I just thought I'd make a goodbye thread before I go. It sucks it had to come to this but my mind is made up and I don't see any other options. I already have my sn, anxiety meds and I'll get Tagamet on Tuesday. Once I throw out my belongings that's the end of me. But I would like to thank everyone on this forum, I wouldn't know what to do if I didn't find this site. I found an easy way out, without causing any pain to my physical body. Thank you for the conversations I've had when I couldn't find anyone else to talk to, and for letting me open up and be myself. I really hope God forgives me and understands why I chose to end my physical life. I can't wait to run and jump in my husbands arms I miss him dearly..I've accepted that my life will forever be shit no matter how much I try, pray and keep faith it just ain't gonna get better. I have legit no one in my corner, but when everyone finds out I died I know there will be so many people acting like they were there, I didn't have to take my own life. But here I am, taking my own life...for a billion reasons. I have no job anymore , no income because of coronavirus and I have really bad anxiety and depression. On top of grief, loneliness, poverty and a whole bunch more. Nomore sob stories, it's time I take control of my life and end this shit. God bless everyone I'll still be here until Tuesday, I have to figure out how to ban myself, oh and one last thing, it would be cool if someone could talk me through it at the moment, maybe sit on the phone with me until I'm unconscious, I would like that❤❤

It's sad to see you go. You seemed like a nice person. Have you found a partner to CTB? it sucks to die alone... If you need a final chat - let me know. I'm on the other side of the globe but none the less.

 

[MsPotts]

Best of luck, may it be calm and peaceful. I hope you find what you're looking for. ❤

 

[disabledandhopeless]

If you need a chat I'm here :)

 

[Brink]

We'll be here should it not be time for what ever reason. Sorry life's brought you here hun. Wishing you peace x

 

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

I'm sure you've done everything you could to not bring you to this point- I'm sorry you have reached it. Have a safe journey.

remember it's okay if you change your mind. We are all here to help and talk things out.

 

[Deathwish1968]

Wishing you a peaceful exit and hope you find happiness with your husband on the other side !

 

[Brackenshire]

Sending peace and love your way

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry life is so bad for you that you feel you must CTB. I am here if you want someone to talk to.

 

[Read123456788]

I also can't wait to ctb in the hope of seeing my husband. I know exactly how you feel. I am sure god will be forgiving of this. Always here. Sending you love.

 

[Brackenshire]

Peace and love friend

 

[LonelySoul]

First and foremost, you are courageous. I hope you will have a peaceful passing and your husband will welcome you into his arms and you'll be safe.

 

[mpnf]

Wish you reunite with your husband and can live a peacefully way forever together.

It must be terrible to lose a boyfriend/husband you love so much and you have fortunately found the mutual spiritual connection and bond with each other as hard as it is to find your soul mate.
I can feel you cause that is what happened to my mother and if I imagine it, when "him" in my case, would be the only person in the world to understand me and take care of me with compassion and love no judgment, it has to be a nightmare.

Peace be with you.

 

[zeroambition]

I'm so sorry it came to this. I hope you find the peace you're seeking.

 

[Crows]

I'm departing this world Tuesday at midnight, I found a nice warm seat at the back of the bus..I just thought I'd make a goodbye thread before I go. It sucks it had to come to this but my mind is made up and I don't see any other options. I already have my sn, anxiety meds and I'll get Tagamet on Tuesday. Once I throw out my belongings that's the end of me. But I would like to thank everyone on this forum, I wouldn't know what to do if I didn't find this site. I found an easy way out, without causing any pain to my physical body. Thank you for the conversations I've had when I couldn't find anyone else to talk to, and for letting me open up and be myself. I really hope God forgives me and understands why I chose to end my physical life. I can't wait to run and jump in my husbands arms I miss him dearly..I've accepted that my life will forever be shit no matter how much I try, pray and keep faith it just ain't gonna get better. I have legit no one in my corner, but when everyone finds out I died I know there will be so many people acting like they were there, I didn't have to take my own life. But here I am, taking my own life...for a billion reasons. I have no job anymore , no income because of coronavirus and I have really bad anxiety and depression. On top of grief, loneliness, poverty and a whole bunch more. Nomore sob stories, it's time I take control of my life and end this shit. God bless everyone I'll still be here until Tuesday, I have to figure out how to ban myself, oh and one last thing, it would be cool if someone could talk me through it at the moment, maybe sit on the phone with me until I'm unconscious, I would like that❤❤

If you can't find someone to be on the phone with you during your last moment I could be there offering whatever you need.

 

[LosinIt20]

If you can't find someone to be on the phone with you during your last moment I could be there offering whatever you need.

Thank you
Thank you everyone for the positivity I really do appreciate you guys I feel so welcomed here.

 

[m00nl1ght]

Hope you find peace...I´m there if you want to talk

 

[Donk]

what time are planning to ctb?

 

[NotGonnaLast]

I hope you finally find peace. Do you have someone there for your final ride?