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charlottewilts
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- Jun 15, 2019
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I don't know what to do. She was my everything. I used to be on SS every day until I met her.
It's my fault. Despite having her, I was still suicidal. I'm a heroin addict. I don't blame her for leaving me. She lasted a year and eight months, which is a record for relationships with me...
Paradoxically, I didn't want to go yet. I still don't want to, even though I feel more lost than I did before. It's because of the heroin. I want to stick around a bit more until even that becomes boring and not enough to ward off the ever present emptiness.
All I ask is, can someone who has lost their girlfriend or wife (or boyfriend/husband) and misses them talk with me. We could vent to each other and make time pass less painfully until we catch the bus.
I hope you're all well as can be and thank you for reading. Love, Charlotte
It's my fault. Despite having her, I was still suicidal. I'm a heroin addict. I don't blame her for leaving me. She lasted a year and eight months, which is a record for relationships with me...
Paradoxically, I didn't want to go yet. I still don't want to, even though I feel more lost than I did before. It's because of the heroin. I want to stick around a bit more until even that becomes boring and not enough to ward off the ever present emptiness.
All I ask is, can someone who has lost their girlfriend or wife (or boyfriend/husband) and misses them talk with me. We could vent to each other and make time pass less painfully until we catch the bus.
I hope you're all well as can be and thank you for reading. Love, Charlotte
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