Venting My friend is a F###ing liar

[JKFleck]

"I won't go away, my doors will always be open" *Goes away and closes door*
"Communication is key/king" *Cuts communication*
"You're not too dumb to be my friend" *Blocks me because I'm not good enough*
"Blocking you is the last thing I want to do to you honestly" *Blocks me*
"I know you're hurting and struggling" *I'm hurt by you lmao*
"I care about you" *Throws me off the cliff*
"I don't want to hurt you" *hurts me*

 

[gvmi]

This is so true, holy shit. Double-sided people are impossible to deal with

 

[socrates]

Reminds me of my last gf. She said she'd always be there, but now she's not. sigh That's life though, people come people go, we are just left here to feel the pain. The people we love the most will hurt us the most. A life worth living is a life full of pain. Your friend is gone, and it hurts like hell. Now you get to make decision on what to do next. I recommend you don't abandon yourself like your friend did.

 

[Hotsackage]

Why I don't talk to people who have no idea what life can be like.

 

[carnivalforone]

This is so true, holy shit. Double-sided people are impossible to deal with

god i forgot about pgp T.T

 

[gvmi]

god i forgot about pgp T.T

the one and only signing/encryption protocol

 

[JKFleck]

Reminds me of my last gf. She said she'd always be there, but now she's not. sigh That's life though, people come people go, we are just left here to feel the pain. The people we love the most will hurt us the most. A life worth living is a life full of pain. Your friend is gone, and it hurts like hell. Now you get to make decision on what to do next. I recommend you don't abandon yourself like your friend did.

Thank you, I've been slowly but surely coming to peace and acceptance that nothing lasts forever in this universe. :)

 

[carin129]

"I won't go away, my doors will always be open" *Goes away and closes door*
"Communication is key/king" *Cuts communication*
"You're not too dumb to be my friend" *Blocks me because I'm not good enough*
"Blocking you is the last thing I want to do to you honestly" *Blocks me*
"I know you're hurting and struggling" *I'm hurt by you lmao*
"I care about you" *Throws me off the cliff*
"I don't want to hurt you" *hurts me*

The story of my pathetic life.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

I feel this. Honestly, after 1 marriage and a engagement and a few short term relationships, I've come to realize that the words " I love you" just can't be true.

 

[kunikuzushi]

Exactly why I don't trust anyone that says stuff like this anymore. I'm so sorry you're going through this.

 

[doomdoll]

it feels like riddles. like everything they say is just filled with poison

 

[JKFleck]

I came to realization that the only permanent love you will have is with yourself since technically only you are guaranteed stay with you until you die.

 

[hellispink]

You need to accept that people change and so do their opinions. they dont need to keep around if they dont want to, they aint forced. They may say one thing one day and next they dont wanna be around anymore. For most people we depressed people are bothersome and replaceable . Can i really blame them? Sometimes its them being ungrateful , other times is us who drive them away with our shit toxicity. Must learn to embrace life alone and take responsibility