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Loser1989

Loser1989

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Dec 18, 2024
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I'm cautiously optomistic, considering I sent my application yesterday and I got a phone call at 10am this morning inviting me to meet the manager for an interview.

I haven't worked in 7 years, but my last job was in something I'm very passionate about. I hope that my years of being out of the workforce don't impact me negatively. My reference is a friend... Because I have lost touch with all my previous colleagues, I reached out to one and she left me on read. I can't blame her, I hold no grudges, but it's still sad that my network has dwindled to such a small pool of people.

I went to a charity shop/thrift store to pick up some professional looking clothes. I'm writing down possible questions and attempting, in my ADHD addled brain, to retain my answers.

I hope this is a turning point for me in my life. I think if I don't get this I am just going to check out. Turn into a husk of my former self and just vegitate until I inevitebly pass.

Haha, RECOVERY. (Honestly, I am trying, it's hard to shift your mindset in a few hours, after months of feeling like there is no exit other than by your own hand)

Please, think of me, I wont know that you are, but in some cosmic sense I will get a boost from it.
 
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Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Good luck and all the best! šŸ«‚
 
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Loser1989

Loser1989

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Dec 18, 2024
44
I feel like I tanked it. I really do feel like I just messed the whole thing up. It was so difficult. I froze, I'm so mad at myself. I don't want to be stuck in this jobless life for ever. Being optomistic really just makes it feel bad in the end.

I'm trying to keep my hopes up but my god it is so hard.
 
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