PJFord

PJFord

Student
Jul 27, 2020
143
Today is my birthday. My final one. I feel such peace with my decision. No depression, no anxiety. Just peace and excitement for what will soon come. As a nihilist, I feel life has next to no meaning. I also believe in reincarnation, that we take what we've learned in past lives to be our best selves in future lives, until we reach such a state of grace that we no longer come back.
 
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Abgrundanziehung

Abgrundanziehung

or Abi for short
Jun 24, 2020
216
Well happy birthday to you. I'm agnostic, but personally hope that reincarnation exists. I've learned a lot in this life that I would like to bring into a new body to start over.
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

Experienced
Jul 30, 2020
261
Today is my birthday. My final one. I feel such peace with my decision. No depression, no anxiety. Just peace and excitement for what will soon come. As a nihilist, I feel life has next to no meaning. I also believe in reincarnation, that we take what we've learned in past lives to be our best selves in future lives, until we reach such a state of grace that we no longer come back.
Wishing you peace in whatever lays beyond this life.
 
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Breadbfra

Breadbfra

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Jul 16, 2020
374
Happy birthday mate! I hope you'll finally find peace
 
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ebt88

Student
Jun 11, 2020
188
Successive betterment reincarnation until out doesn't sound nihilist. Have a peaceful trip.
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
Today is my birthday. My final one. I feel such peace with my decision. No depression, no anxiety. Just peace and excitement for what will soon come. As a nihilist, I feel life has next to no meaning. I also believe in reincarnation, that we take what we've learned in past lives to be our best selves in future lives, until we reach such a state of grace that we no longer come back.
I am very happy for you that you have found so much peace for this day.
Are you looking forward to your reincarnation?

I don't know these thoughts, but I think it has to be a nice feeling. :hug:
 
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falloutcarter13

falloutcarter13

Bury me, bury me...
Aug 1, 2020
671
Today is my birthday. My final one. I feel such peace with my decision. No depression, no anxiety. Just peace and excitement for what will soon come. As a nihilist, I feel life has next to no meaning. I also believe in reincarnation, that we take what we've learned in past lives to be our best selves in future lives, until we reach such a state of grace that we no longer come back.
That's a beautiful sentiment and I hope you're right. So glad you've found peace, my friend, I know exactly how you feel ((hug))
 
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Thinking

Thinking

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Jul 9, 2020
310
Just stopping by to wish you all the best in your journey ahead.

I can't wait to feel that same calm certainty about ctb that you do.
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
Are you going to enjoy your birthday a little more, or do you want to leave quickly?

In any case, I wish you much peace and all the best in your next life.

And a pleasant and short trip there.

Goodbye my friend
 
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PJFord

PJFord

Student
Jul 27, 2020
143
Not CTBing today, in a week or two. Tying up some odds and ends.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
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Happy birthday! I had the same feeling two when I had my last birthday in spring. Also as a nihilist, I don't believe that life is about learning. It's not about anything, really. I'd maybe buy into reincarnation in the sense of open individualism but I think that's about as much of a stretch as I can make without tumbling over. Then again, I'll grant that it seems strange how we are given life and then it's taken away forever. If I lived once, why not again? Why am I me? Does it go top-down or down-up when it comes to consciousness and the brain? Is the answer really simple that we can't see it when it is right in front of our face or is there really more to it? It seems extremely improbable that we exist at all as individuals.
 
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