Deivis

Deivis

Seul contre tous
Jul 23, 2018
235
Hello people!

So, let me tell you a story. Before taking action, I've read extensively on the subject. Final Exit, Five Last Acts, Peaceful Pill, Departing Drugs etc.

After some weeks of research, back and forth, I've got my Nitrogen tank delivered. It cost around $220 in local money - the cylinder itself and the regulator. I decided to try it right away, but it only for the trial.

Got a transparent bag about 60x50 cm, put it on, tightly held it with my fist and had it slowly inflated, displacing all air. Closed the valve and started to breathe.
I've never been under general anasthesia, and never in my life have fainted or passed out, so I didn't know what its like.

The sensation was unique. You don't black out, there is no gasping for air, zero anxiety, zero discomfort. Within 5 deep breaths everything starts to blur, everything seems calm and worry-free. I don't remember falling asleep, I only remember saying to myself "Ok, stop" and released the grip.

Upon coming back, I don't remember how much time has passed, but I think around 60 to 80 seconds.
There was a feeling of drowsiness, the heart rate was way up, so I took a shower, went to lunch, walked around my town, and everything went back to normal within 2 hours.

I consider it a success. Indeed, it's very peaceful, and if done properly, very fail-safe.

Have my tank waiting for the right moment.

Regards!
 
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azeton

Student
Jun 2, 2018
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Yippee!!!
 
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Ssname

Experienced
Jun 30, 2018
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I'm glad that your experience was as good as people say it is.
 
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Sternum

Student
May 12, 2018
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Thank you for the report.
 
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Righttodie

Righttodie

Maybe in another life
Apr 10, 2019
166
Glad to hear it was a pleasant experience.

We all have suffered during time of our life, glad it's pleasant when it's going to end
 
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Mbound

Experienced
Apr 29, 2019
255
How hard is it to get ahold of a cylinder? Do you need to say you're part of some kind of profession that would use that? I don't think I could hide that very well from the person I live with haha. That's good news though. Anything that promises less pain...my heart aches for anyone who isn't able to go peacefully.
 
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Nitromask

Specialist
Feb 18, 2019
324
How hard is it to get ahold of a cylinder? Do you need to say you're part of some kind of profession that would use that? I don't think I could hide that very well from the person I live with haha. That's good news though. Anything that promises less pain...my heart aches for anyone who isn't able to go peacefully.
If you're in the US you can order full cylinders online from welding suppliers
 

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