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Grumpy Bear

Grumpy Bear

People are poison
Jul 21, 2021
150
Guys and gals my mind is almost convinced that CTB is right for me. Hear me out. I've traumatized my family with drug-induced violence and destruction. The way for them to heal as much as possible and have ease-of-mind is for me to CTB. When I CTB they will have a guarantee that I will never hurt them again. After I CTB they will no longer have to live with the fear of hearing news that I hurt someone else. I will never waste their resources again. CTB is the noble action for me to take. CTB will be my gift and apology to my family.

Also, I'd no longer be a leech on the state.
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
609
Being a leech on the state is unironically the "best" or "most good" thing you can do while being alive. If you're really must CTB give quadruple middle finger to your shitty government beforehand.
 
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IWantToSleep

Experienced
Dec 27, 2020
227
I can relate to this.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
I can relate in that an xbf got majorly into drugs and got a bunch of mugshots. He and I lost touch and I wonder/hope he is not suffering. This isn't to say you should do it...I'm just saying that shit can really stress not only the person doing the shit but their families out.
 
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Deepjoy

Member
Aug 19, 2021
24
Guys and gals my mind is almost convinced that CTB is right for me. Hear me out. I've traumatized my family with drug-induced violence and destruction. The way for them to heal as much as possible and have ease-of-mind is for me to CTB. When I CTB they will have a guarantee that I will never hurt them again. After I CTB they will no longer have to live with the fear of hearing news that I hurt someone else. I will never waste their resources again. CTB is the noble action for me to take. CTB will be my gift and apology to my family.

Also, I'd no longer be a leech on the state.
Somewhat similar to my situation,feeling that my family far better off without me.
 
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