My dog is the only thing preventing me from committing to this

[taker_of_insulin]

The only thing keeping me here is my dog. I'm worried that he'll think I abandoned him if I were to leave permanently. We've spent about 99.9999% of every day together for the past 4 years.

My sister said she'd take him if anything ever happened to me. But I'm just worried he's going to think I left him. He's the only thing I love in this world unconditionally.

Does anyone else have a similar situation?

 

[toocraptoolong]

I'm the same. Promised myself almost 4 years ago that I wouldn't ctb until my dog died, as I have no-one to look after her and there's no way I would take her with me. She's now 13 and I think she'd be too miserable and confused if I gave her up for adoption. So I'm still here, feeling guilty every time I wonder how long she will live when I don't want to.
But I figure it will happen eventually and at least we get to love each other unconditionally in the meantime. Hugs to you and your dog xoxo