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a_pine_tree
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- Jan 21, 2023
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Hi, I'm new here and I'm looking for the best and easiest way to CTB without pain, or help to find a way to survive. I have about a year to plan everything.
My situation is pretty complicated. I have multiple disabilities (autism, chronic pain that I don't know where it comes from, DID, and not a disability but I'm also trans and a few other LGBT labels that make life even more difficult). I used to have depression but am now fully depression free. I don't have anxiety anymore, have healed at least two thirds of my traumas and would consider my quality of life a 6.5/10 right now.
I'm 18, live at my parents house in France, have a best friend, a very nice crush/guy i see once a week and love.
But in a year, my parents will move on an island and I won't be able to follow them. I won't have anywhere to live and with all my problems, I can't live alone, make money to get an appartment, take care of an appartement, or even just take care of my basic needs by myself.
I'll do everything I can to find an okay place to live (I don't want to be barely surviving and in a constant autistic burnout which would very likely happen in an institution for disabled people or something like that), but I know this will probably not happen.
I always knew I wouldn't die of natural causes, and I want to make sure I can live the best year I can before I CTB, and that I can plan it the best way possible for it to be less violent/sudden.
Thanks in advance to anyone that will answer this.
My situation is pretty complicated. I have multiple disabilities (autism, chronic pain that I don't know where it comes from, DID, and not a disability but I'm also trans and a few other LGBT labels that make life even more difficult). I used to have depression but am now fully depression free. I don't have anxiety anymore, have healed at least two thirds of my traumas and would consider my quality of life a 6.5/10 right now.
I'm 18, live at my parents house in France, have a best friend, a very nice crush/guy i see once a week and love.
But in a year, my parents will move on an island and I won't be able to follow them. I won't have anywhere to live and with all my problems, I can't live alone, make money to get an appartment, take care of an appartement, or even just take care of my basic needs by myself.
I'll do everything I can to find an okay place to live (I don't want to be barely surviving and in a constant autistic burnout which would very likely happen in an institution for disabled people or something like that), but I know this will probably not happen.
I always knew I wouldn't die of natural causes, and I want to make sure I can live the best year I can before I CTB, and that I can plan it the best way possible for it to be less violent/sudden.
Thanks in advance to anyone that will answer this.