Venting my day in a nutshell

[willitpass]

wake up depressed at 6:30
get a cup of coffee and off to class at either 7 or 7:30 depending on the day
drink more caffeine of some sort at 10
either eat nothing or too much at 11:30 for lunch
listen to sad music all day
work at 6 or sleep if i don't have work
wake up at 9pm or get home at 11 pm and decide i'm fine and i'm happy and don't need sad music
wake up the next day depressed again

 

[eternalmelancholy]

The only good part of my day is the first few seconds of waking up. Before fully realizing that I am still alive. After that my entire day is ruined.

I don't see the point of repeating the same day over and over for years on end. It sounds like you are the same.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have very depressing days. I refuse to put up with this life for decades longer. In my case I barely even leave the house. I also feel horrible when I wake up, I understand that feeling. The thing I want is to fall asleep and never wake again.