My cbt day is today

[Gsz1982]

I have been going through absolute hell and I've decided to hang myself later tonight. I'm listening to my favourite songs and having a bit of me time. I am so relieved I actually am. I wish I had got to know more of you on the site, you've been amazing and your so much close to my heart. ♥

 

[darksideofthebright]

I am so sorry that life has driven you to this point. I really do hope that with whatever you decide to do, you can find the peace that you deserve!

Have a safe journey and in the mean time, if you need a chat, we are here with you!

 

[Gsz1982]

I am so sorry that life has driven you to this point. I really do hope that with whatever you decide to do, you can find the peace that you deserve!

Have a safe journey and in the mean time, if you need a chat, we are here with you!

I'd love to chat, I'm just relieved it's going to be over.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Wish you well on the journey whatever you decide. We are here for you

 

[Gsz1982]

Wish you well on the journey whatever you decide. We are here for you

Thanks guys just see me through this I don't want to leave alone
I can't fight the lies and false allegations I'm being subjected to any longer its been 6 months of absolute hell on earth and it continues. I am so happy I have the power and can make the decision to stop this pain. I'm my mind when you finally decide to CBT its such a relief you take back control.

 

[Apathy79]

Do you want to talk about your life?

 

[umbrellaphone]

We're with you in spirit. May your exit be peaceful.

 

[Brackenshire]

A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home

 

[sadworld]

Safe travels friend!

 

[RedRed]

Hey there, dear stranger! It's a shame that we haven't spoken to each other here. But I'll pray for a candle to light your route! Good bye fam :')

 

[Zebedee]

Sorry life has brought you to this point, I hope you find the peace you're searching for

 

[Konjac]

I'm sorry things have gotten to this point. If you want to get things off your chest at any point, my PMs are open. No pressure though.

Safe travels, I hope you can find peace.

 

[Gsz1982]

Anyone want to see me through this? X

 

[Crumbledank]

Thanks guys just see me through this I don't want to leave alone ♥
I can't fight the lies and false allegations I'm being subjected to any longer its been 6 months of absolute hell on earth and it continues. I am so happy I have the power and can make the decision to stop this pain. ♥ I'm my mind when you finally decide to CBT its such a relief you take back control.

Sorry to hear about your pain. Why are folks lying about you?

 

[Ghostly]

I wish you a safe and successful journey friend rest in peace ♡♡

 

[Gsz1982]

Do you want to talk about your life?

Yeah
I can't fight the lies and false allegations I'm being subjected to any longer its been 6 months of absolute hell on earth and it continues. I am so happy I have the power and can make the decision to stop this pain. I'm my mind when you finally decide to CBT its such a relief you take back control.

I'm sorry things have gotten to this point. If you want to get things off your chest at any point, my PMs are open. No pressure though.

Safe travels, I hope you can find peace.

Yes pls

Do you want to talk about your life?

Yes

 

[NodusTollens]

Dunno if I've missed you already, but if I haven't, safe travels- may you find peace.

 

[AutoTap]

I have been going through absolute hell and I've decided to hang myself later tonight. I'm listening to my favourite songs and having a bit of me time. I am so relieved I actually am. I wish I had got to know more of you on the site, you've been amazing and your so much close to my heart. ♥

I wish I could join you today. I hope you have a peaceful journey.

 

[RepressedMind]

I'm really sorry things have turned out this way, I wish you good luck and hopefully you find peace

 

[Nimbus]

May you have success, if that's what you truly wish. Sending thoughts of peace and freedom your way.

 

[grungeCat]

I wish you quick and painless travel.

 

[Brackenshire]

@Gsz1982
Are you still here..would you like to talk

 

[hoping to lose hope]

Wish you success and it is always ok to back out.
What music are you going to play?

 

[Dark Spring]

I am very sorry for the terrible things you had to go through to make this decision, I wish you the best of luck in whatever you decide to do by the end of the day. I send you lots of love and hugs. You are not alone, you can always count on me

 

[Shotgunjohn]

i hope you find peace on the other side

 

[Nyxtus]

I don't know what you mean by false allegations. I understand though, and I won't prod if you're still here.

I hope you pass on painlessly. I'm sorry you've had to deal with all that. You got dealt a shitty hand, and nobody here is going to blame or judge you. I hope you find peace in your decision.

 

[UglyDuck666]

Goodbye and sweet dreams

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[Gsz1982]

Update, thanks for the replies yesterday. I was all ready to CBT when a friend called me and I mentioned my intention. Police came took the rope and made me speak to the suicide prevention team. Back to square 1. I have reordered some rope and this time I won't drink any alcohol as it make me talk too much. The thought of freedom from this hell is to alluring.

Sorry to hear about your pain. Why are folks lying about you?

My ex wife we are going through a divorce and she's basically become extremely nasty as has my step son who is now 23. Their allegations have stopped me seeing my kids for 6 months and have lead to a living hell.