Wednesday that's supposed to be the day
The day before my 20th birthday
Beginning of this year I said I would try and get better, try to live. If things didn't then October 8 would be the day I do it.
I'm so tired I'm trying to sleep but my brain is screaming.
I keep seeing how I will do it
Over and over again
It's so silent it screams
Maybe I'm more anxious about it than I ever thought I would
I don't know
It needs to be done
The day before my 20th birthday
Beginning of this year I said I would try and get better, try to live. If things didn't then October 8 would be the day I do it.
I'm so tired I'm trying to sleep but my brain is screaming.
I keep seeing how I will do it
Over and over again
It's so silent it screams
Maybe I'm more anxious about it than I ever thought I would
I don't know
It needs to be done
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