My boyfriend/gjrlfriend

[mathieu]

Yes, but the only person interested in me smells bad so...

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I crave for a boyfriend but my insecurities and dyshporia makes that impossible not to mention I am severely depressed.
I dated briefly before and even he wasn't a nice match for me it was magical because I felt wanted.
Now I am just rotting alone and want to die.

 

[PaYo]

I crave for a boyfriend but my insecurities and dyshporia makes that impossible not to mention I am severely depressed.
I dated briefly before and even he wasn't a nice match for me it was magical because I felt wanted.
Now I am just rotting alone and want to die.

dyshporia? Mind me asking, but are you transgender? If yes then FtM or MtF?

 

[JustAnotherSuicider]

My girlfriend just left me a month ago. She was only person that was keeping me from killing myself. I love her, I love her very much. I just can't life without her. I fell strong need to be loved, and to love. Hugging someone that you love is best feeling that exist. And I know that I will never feel it again. She was a miracle, you can't win on lottery twice. I can't even talk to people, so it's impossible to find another girlfriend. I don't think I can hold any longer without love.

 

[PaYo]

My girlfriend just left me a month ago. She was only person that was keeping me from killing myself. I love her, I love her very much. I just can't life without her. I fell strong need to be loved, and to love. Hugging someone that you love is best feeling that exist. And I know that I will never feel it again. She was a miracle, you can't win on lottery twice. I can't even talk to people, so it's impossible to find another girlfriend. I don't think I can hold any longer without love.

what should i tell to not get you uncomfortable. Im also lost in this love thing. Its fucked up, how fast we can fade out without it

 

[memataporfavor]

I have a bf
found out he's also in this forum
what a nice couple hah

 

[PaYo]

I have a bf
found out he's also in this forum
what a nice couple hah

no way i had the same coincidence with other suicide forum. Thats fucked up, that god gather us together

 

[memataporfavor]

no way i had the same coincidence with other suicide forum. Thats fucked up, that god gather us together

i dont think its god or fate. i guess its more like we're attracted to fucked up ppl like ourselves lmao

 

[ManWithNoName]

Didn't think so. Went 51 years without. Then he came into my life and CTB 18 days ago..... so the answer is no. Because even love doesn't last.

I'm sorry to hear this, and at the same time am curious as to what happened? How much time had you been together before he ctb'd?

 

[Jean4]

I'm sorry to hear this, and at the same time am curious as to what happened? How much time had you been together before he ctb'd?

It was Stan and he CTB 22 days ago. ;)

 

[TotallyIsolated]

I wish I had someone in my life but I've given up hope. In 36 years no-one has ever wanted me, and I can't say I blame them. I don't think I'd *want* anyone I liked to be stuck with a worthless sack of shit like me.

 

[ManWithNoName]

It was Stan and he CTB 22 days ago. ;)

A member of this forum at as? How long did you know him, and did you two ever meet up in-real-life?

 

[LonelyHopelessDude]

Yes, it's one of my "life goal" , finding a partner, I need to love and be loved.
It can be my biggest recovery because it worked for a little period of time.
I think I was truly happy during this precise moment.

 

[seekingoblivion]

Yeah but I keep getting the message I'm not good enough for one. So trying to not want one but it's really difficult to suppress the desire. Feel pretty worthless.

 

[xXSarac3nSlay3rXx]

I have a bf
found out he's also in this forum
what a nice couple hah

Truth is stranger than fiction . . .

 

[Yoko26]

Didn't think so. Went 51 years without. Then he came into my life and CTB 18 days ago..... so the answer is no. Because even love doesn't last.

I feel you, my partner passed on an accident 2 months ago that became my first reason to plan my own Ctb

 

[enjoy]

i lost the love of my life around four months ago. i had bpd and she was all that still mattered to me. i'd tell her all the time.

she still left anyway.

needless to say, i hate the idea of being in a relationship now. i can't trust anyone anymore. i feel unworthy of being loved and when i see couples in real life, i'm repulsed. i cry every day and dream about her every night; no exaggeration. it's very painful. time hasn't healed shit. i'm still the same, if not worse. it's the main reason why i want to ctb. life without her is pointless; i just want to be at peace already.

 

[Let'sgetoutofHERE]

I wish I could give all of you a hug

 

[Pengkitty'send]

I dont feel the need, I'm going to end it all anyways and I already got my heart shattered

 

[Let'sgetoutofHERE]

Sa

I dont feel the need, I'm going to end it all anyways and I already got my heart shattered

Same (minus the shattered heart)