Help MY BODY REFUSES TO DIE FROM HANGING

[Gothsinner]

So hey everyone I'm new here been ogling the site for a while tho. Anyway I'm in UK so gun laws are shit so I can't do that so I tried the next best one hanging. With full suspension which I did In the woods, everything was perfect and I was hanging there barely able to breathe but would not pass out. After 20 minutes of gasping slight breathing DESPITE BEING OFF A BRANCH I got annoyed and managed to just about cut myself down kinda reached in my pocket and kept swinging above my head. Knife for camping and stuff. So I tried partial in my wardrobe with the bar and it can't work either. I have tried kneeling into the noose and hovering off the ground with legs stretched out. The most I've gotten is the infamous feeling of head about to explode. So for 3 years I've been trying to find the carotid no luck I try my hands nothing I wrap a cloth round my neck and pull nothing I am unable to find it. FOR 3 YEARS. I tried to slit my wrist now I have a giant 7 inch scar down my arm. Don't have money for paracetamol or Tylenol as Americans call it. I'm thinking of jumping but the highest building in my town is 4 storey car park. Is that high enough? My only other option is train but I REALLY DO NOT want to do that for obvious reasons. So please someone help me hang myself or at least find the carotids. I tried night night too once and still nothing. So please help me hang myself or tell me if 4 stories is a highly likely chance of death. Please I'm desperate...

 

[Saga]

Im the same i still cant find my carotid but at the same time Im still trying every time and no luck yet as they say we have different necks there are other methods...if youre really desperate i think there is a thread here about poisonous plants you can try and research it since most of these exotic plants grow abroad

 

[Gothsinner]

Im the same i still cant find my carotid but at the same time Im still trying every time and no luck yet as they say we have different necks there are other methods...if youre really desperate i think there is a thread here about poisonous plants you can try and research it since most of these exotic plants grow abroad

I'm sorry to hear it's the same for you X. Do you have a link to the topic about the plants I cannot seem to find it?

 

[Saga]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/plant-poison-megathread.5637/#post-104454

here is the one i found

 

[Gothsinner]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/plant-poison-megathread.5637/#post-104454

here is the one i found

Thanks I just had a read through it. The plants do seem very unpredictable and hard to get knowing the rate I've been going the unpredictability would not go in my favour :( but thanks for the interesting read x

 

[komm susser todd]

Hm, well thats makes me worried for my own suspension tommorow. How are you hanging yourself? At your jaw? You using a slip knot or hang man?

 

[Gothsinner]

Hm, well thats makes me worried for my own suspension tommorow. How are you hanging yourself? At your jaw? You using a slip knot or hang man?

Hello I've tried both hangman and slipknot and almost everytime theyve been perfect never untied or loosened. I've also tried it on back right left and front of my neck above the Adams apple and below it too

 

[komm susser todd]

First off dont do hangman, thays only for drop hangings. Secondly from what i understand the knot should be behind the head to get tbe carotids blocked. If i recall the carotids can be found by the jaw line on the neck to the sides of your wind pipe so thats where you want to aim the rope at.

I hope the best of luck to you in your future hangings

 

[Gothsinner]

First off dont do hangman, thays only for drop hangings. Secondly from what i understand the knot should be behind the head to get tbe carotids blocked. If i recall the carotids can be found by the jaw line on the neck to the sides of your wind pipe so thats where you want to aim the rope at.

I hope the best of luck to you in your future hangings

Yeah I gave up hangman after 1 year and just stuck with Slipknot honestly. Yea I know where they are meant to be but idk man. Anyway thank you and I wish you luck as well

 

[Maiden]

I'm thinking of jumping but the highest building in my town is 4 storey car park. Is that high enough? My only other option is train but I REALLY DO NOT want to do that for obvious reasons. So please someone help me hang myself or at least find the carotids. I tried night night too once and still nothing. So please help me hang myself or tell me if 4 stories is a highly likely chance of death. Please I'm desperate...

I've heard the minimum to be sure is 5 stories, a girl jumped from the 5 story parking garage where I was working a few years ago and succeeded. Hope this helps, good luck!

 

[Gothsinner]

I've heard the minimum to be sure is 5 stories, a girl jumped from the 5 story parking garage where I was working a few years ago and succeeded. Hope this helps, good luck!

Oh damn I guess that get rids of jumping option :( but thank you you helped a lot otherwise I probably would have gone injured myself

 

[Ixtabba]

To be absolutely certain it's 6+ floors

 

[Maiden]

Oh damn I guess that get rids of jumping option :( but thank you you helped a lot otherwise I probably would have gone injured myself

Sorry to ruin your plan, but you're welcome. Also, my first attempt was Tylenol and I just vomited it up and felt like hell for 24 hours. I've been looking for the MLD sheets on OTC's but haven't been able to find them in years... guess they don't publish that info anymore.

 

[FauxEmotions]

Have you tried with the knot in the back, loop right under jaw at the top of the neck, tighten rope by hand first and then leaning your head forward before letting body weight tighten the rope more?

 

[Gothsinner]

To be absolutely certain it's 6+ floors

:(

Sorry to ruin your plan, but you're welcome. Also, my first attempt was Tylenol and I just vomited it up and felt like hell for 24 hours. I've been looking for the MLD sheets on OTC's but haven't been able to find them in years... guess they don't publish that info anymore.

Yeah od is pretty unpredictable sadly I'm sorry it didn't work :( good luck on your next try whatever it may be

Have you tried with the knot in the back, loop right under jaw at the top of the neck, tighten rope by hand first and then leaning your head forward before letting body weight tighten the rope more?

Yep ive tried that a lot of times but either nothing really happens or my head starts to feel like exploding no matter how I adjust anything, I guess I truly am a fuckup if I can't even die properly despite trying for years :(

 

[lifeisbutadream]

So hey everyone I'm new here been ogling the site for a while tho. Anyway I'm in UK so gun laws are shit so I can't do that so I tried the next best one hanging. With full suspension which I did In the woods, everything was perfect and I was hanging there barely able to breathe but would not pass out. After 20 minutes of gasping slight breathing DESPITE BEING OFF A BRANCH I got annoyed and managed to just about cut myself down kinda reached in my pocket and kept swinging above my head. Knife for camping and stuff. So I tried partial in my wardrobe with the bar and it can't work either. I have tried kneeling into the noose and hovering off the ground with legs stretched out. The most I've gotten is the infamous feeling of head about to explode. So for 3 years I've been trying to find the carotid no luck I try my hands nothing I wrap a cloth round my neck and pull nothing I am unable to find it. FOR 3 YEARS. I tried to slit my wrist now I have a giant 7 inch scar down my arm. Don't have money for paracetamol or Tylenol as Americans call it. I'm thinking of jumping but the highest building in my town is 4 storey car park. Is that high enough? My only other option is train but I REALLY DO NOT want to do that for obvious reasons. So please someone help me hang myself or at least find the carotids. I tried night night too once and still nothing. So please help me hang myself or tell me if 4 stories is a highly likely chance of death. Please I'm desperate...

You were hanging by your neck - swinging in the air - for 20 minutes - and then were able to cut yourself down? I didn't think that was possible.

 

[FauxEmotions]

:(

Yeah od is pretty unpredictable sadly I'm sorry it didn't work :( good luck on your next try whatever it may be

Yep ive tried that a lot of times but either nothing really happens or my head starts to feel like exploding no matter how I adjust anything, I guess I truly am a fuckup if I can't even die properly despite trying for years :(

No no no, I refuse to believe you're a fuck up because of it. If it's any consolation, this forum is filled with people who are in the same boat. I've watched a ton of Brazilian ju jitsu tutorials on how to execute the rear naked choke and that helped me.

 

[Gothsinner]

You were hanging by your neck - swinging in the air - for 20 minutes - and then were able to cut yourself down? I didn't think that was possible.

Believe me I'm still as surprised as you. It still scares and surprises me now just remembering it :( I thought full hanging would be it just complete death so you can imagine my shock and rage I think maybe the material was spread too thin or something it has to be

 

[lifeisbutadream]

Believe me I'm still as surprised as you. It still scares and surprises me now just remembering it :( I thought full hanging would be it just complete death so you can imagine my shock and rage I think maybe the material was spread too thin or something it has to be

Is your neck extraordinarily strong? There is still drop hanging - decapitation, that is drop hanging with a wire, or in a car...

 

[Gothsinner]

Is your neck extraordinarily strong? There is still drop hanging - decapitation, that is drop hanging with a wire, or in a car...

I truly wish I knew how I survived because the first step in knowing how to die is how to survive :( I don't have anywhere long enough for decapitation I live in a shithole with pretty much nothing

 

[21Neberg]

Hi @Gothsinner , im sorry this happened to you. I have attempted hanging multiple times myself, and I have ran into the same problem as you. So I understand your frustration.

Unfortunately I don't know how to solve this. That's why I have changed my plans. I wish I could help you, but for now all I can say is that I truly hope you'll have a nice, relaxing weekend.

 

[Maiden]

Yeah od is pretty unpredictable sadly I'm sorry it didn't work :( good luck on your next try whatever it may be

It is, that's why I won't try that method again. It's tough to not feel like a complete failure after an unsuccessful attempt but just try to figure out where you went wrong and rectify it the next time. We're not professionals, you know?

 

[Gothsinner]

Hi @Gothsinner , im sorry this happened to you. I have attempted hanging multiple times myself, and I have ran into the same problem as you. So I understand your frustration.

Unfortunately I don't know how to solve this. That's why I have changed my plans. I wish I could help you, but for now all I can say is that I truly hope you'll have a nice, relaxing weekend.

Thank you I'm sorry you've had to experience this hellish problems too :( I hope your new plan is better :) I hope you have.a good weekend too also Lil Peep is my favourite person ever I listen to him 24/7

It is, that's why I won't try that method again. It's tough to not feel like a complete failure after an unsuccessful attempt but just try to figure out where you went wrong and rectify it the next time. We're not professionals, you know?

Yeah the feeling after failing for me is worse than the feelings that put you there in the first place. True if only it was like flicking a switch but we have to make do

 

[21Neberg]

Thank you I'm sorry you've had to experience this hellish problems too :( I hope your new plan is better :) I hope you have.a good weekend too also Lil Peep is my favourite person ever I listen to him 24/7

I enjoy his stuff too :). What is your favorite song of his?

 

[Gothsinner]

I enjoy his stuff too :). What is your favorite song of his?

Don't do this to me there's so many I'll do top 5 not in any order
Praying to the sky
Benz truck
Black fingernails
16 lines
White Tee
What about you?

 

[21Neberg]

Don't do this to me there's so many I'll do top 5 not in any order
Praying to the sky
Benz truck
Black fingernails
16 lines
White Tee
What about you?

Those are all certainly great songs. I also enjoy 'give u the moon' and 'crybaby'. Sad shit basically lol.

 

[Gothsinner]

Those are all certainly great songs. I also enjoy 'give u the moon' and 'crybaby'. Sad shit basically lol.

Yea peep has gotten me through some shit as corny as that sounds. It's why I keep it on 24/7 so I don't go crazy and have a mental breakdown somewhere.

 

[jake3d]

You should give one of the poisoning methods a shot if you are serious about this. There are still a few reliable ones which you can get legally (or at least they won't get you in trouble). You can find plenty of information in here.

 

[wanttodie.nz]

Have you tried carbon monoxide?

 

[calendulo]

My body refuses to die from hanging, .... a deeper though, although I admire your honestly.

Well guess that's happens everybody.