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autisticalex
Student
- Oct 27, 2020
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I need advice as my anxiety prevents me from killing myself, I scheduled an email to the local police department but I had anxiety that they would not check their emails over the weekend (as the only email I could find was for the media section and the police media team may not have been working on the weekend to forward the email and I was worried that my housemates would get back before anyone saw the email.)
I know that logically suicide is the best option for me and within a civilized society I would be granted the right to go through with euthenisa.
I'm going to try again tonight. This time in a field.
I really wish there was another way, but being autisitc and deformed make it so I have no quality of life.
People killing themselves over relationships, careers, children, friends and I have never had any of those things.
Now I need help dealing with anxiety? How do I get over worrying who will find the body, what things my family will look through on my computer, even existential anxiety like hell or reincarnation
I know that logically suicide is the best option for me and within a civilized society I would be granted the right to go through with euthenisa.
I'm going to try again tonight. This time in a field.
I really wish there was another way, but being autisitc and deformed make it so I have no quality of life.
People killing themselves over relationships, careers, children, friends and I have never had any of those things.
Now I need help dealing with anxiety? How do I get over worrying who will find the body, what things my family will look through on my computer, even existential anxiety like hell or reincarnation