My 2 suicide method’s

[spectraltease]

I plan to kill myself.
I thought about killing myself on the tracks (V1)
Laying with face to the ground, so that my neck is on the tracks and I get beheaded.
I dont have a place yet, but I need a busy track.
Maybe got some razors on me, if the tracks plan fail.

Plan V2 is to take N and kill myself in the nature. But Im not a big fan of V2.

I dont wanna survive by all costs.

 

[Zegers]

N is not available atm, even SN is getting harder to get

 

[vegetables&sadness]

Morally and logistically, catching a train might not be the best option. Due to how fast they move you could be knocked out of the 'optimal position' (head/neck on the tracks) and just get brutalised instead, and I'm not sure where you live but for me the trains have these 'skirts' around the wheels that make the chance of a wheel/neck collision awkward at best.
Also, whilst I despise "But we'd be sad if you left, please don't" crowd, I feel that we should make efforts to not drag innocent bystanders into our plans, I've read several accounts of train drivers being severely traumatised from people doing this, it's awful. I'd never want to inflict that kind of anguish on someone who hasn't wronged me.
If you are committed to CTBing, I ask that you take a look around the site, there are helpful resources here that should help you come up with a more peaceful, reliable and morally neutral plan. I hope things work out for you, whatever form that takes.

N is not available atm, even SN is getting harder to get

I'm not trying to skirt the sources rule, but I found a site a couple weeks ago that sells SN, and as far as I can tell they ship internationally. Haven't ordered yet, could be a scam, but I'll report back after I get paid and order some

 

[spectraltease]

N is not available atm, even SN is getting harder to get

Hmmm, N is my only option. I think I dont get SN

Morally and logistically, catching a train might not be the best option. Due to how fast they move you could be knocked out of the 'optimal position' (head/neck on the tracks) and just get brutalised instead, and I'm not sure where you live but for me the trains have these 'skirts' around the wheels that make the chance of a wheel/neck collision awkward at best.
Also, whilst I despise "But we'd be sad if you left, please don't" crowd, I feel that we should make efforts to not drag innocent bystanders into our plans, I've read several accounts of train drivers being severely traumatised from people doing this, it's awful. I'd never want to inflict that kind of anguish on someone who hasn't wronged me.
If you are committed to CTBing, I ask that you take a look around the site, there are helpful resources here that should help you come up with a more peaceful, reliable and morally neutral plan. I hope things work out for you, whatever form that takes.

I'm not trying to skirt the sources rule, but I found a site a couple weeks ago that sells SN, and as far as I can tell they ship internationally. Haven't ordered yet, could be a scam, but I'll report back after I get paid and order some

Yes, you right.
I need a freight train (idk how they called) because they don't stop at the stations and have much more speed than a regional train with maybe 100 km/h. Idk what do you mean by skirts. I have to check if theres something around the weel but im pretty sure this method is safe. I read and saw stuff about that, it didnt happend in my country but they got similar tracks and trains there.
I will plan it more tho, when is the train comming, which train is that, what is his high speed usw. Im a very prepared person and I think I will plan it well.
Q: What do you mean by get knocked out?
I think if the wheel hits me im gone because it breaks my neck and I get then beheaded. My body has no chance to move with this high speed, yk?

I know its not the best option but for me the other ones are not my thing I guess.

Hit me up with u can order N there. Thanks

 

[makethepainstop]

You are visiting the right place, please research all possible methods and technologies as they are presented here. Success is never easy in any worthwhile endeavor. Much love to all here.

 

[FrozenMango]

Your plan is too scary

 

[ever so lonely]

damn that is a heck of a way to go my friend, is there no other more reliable means, i mean so much can go wrong with these methods, that is why i am still here fear of failure, i guess failure can happen with most methods aside from n or sn, these should be easily accessible to each of us here, more humane, but that are so difficult to access, hope each of us finds peace no matter how we get there, peace and blessings.

 

[👁️👃👁️]

N is not available atm, even SN is getting harder to get

Not really.

Morally and logistically, catching a train might not be the best option. Due to how fast they move you could be knocked out of the 'optimal position' (head/neck on the tracks) and just get brutalised instead, and I'm not sure where you live but for me the trains have these 'skirts' around the wheels that make the chance of a wheel/neck collision awkward at best.
Also, whilst I despise "But we'd be sad if you left, please don't" crowd, I feel that we should make efforts to not drag innocent bystanders into our plans, I've read several accounts of train drivers being severely traumatised from people doing this, it's awful. I'd never want to inflict that kind of anguish on someone who hasn't wronged me.
If you are committed to CTBing, I ask that you take a look around the site, there are helpful resources here that should help you come up with a more peaceful, reliable and morally neutral plan. I hope things work out for you, whatever form that takes.

I'm not trying to skirt the sources rule, but I found a site a couple weeks ago that sells SN, and as far as I can tell they ship internationally. Haven't ordered yet, could be a scam, but I'll report back after I get paid and order some

Honestly don't see why it anyone would try to scam anyone Sodium Nitrite.

 

[spectraltease]

damn that is a heck of a way to go my friend, is there no other more reliable means, i mean so much can go wrong with these methods, that is why i am still here fear of failure, i guess failure can happen with most methods aside from n or sn, these should be easily accessible to each of us here, more humane, but that are so difficult to access, hope each of us finds peace no matter how we get there, peace and blessings.

I know, its a little brutal but its easy to do and I think the most ppl underrate trains. I think my body has no chance to react to the wheel. If the train is on his speed, then there will be a clean cut. I also want to be in the heads of the ppl and that they know how I hated life.
I also think about N. It would be much cleaner and a better death I guess.
These 2 are my favorites. Hanging maybe is a third option but im not a fan of hanging tbh.

Your plan is too scary

Nah, i think hanging is scarier

 

[madiroze]

N is not available atm, even SN is getting harder to get

I found food grade SN online legally without any problem and can have it shipped but does anyone know if you can CTB successfully with SN if it's food grade??

 

[deathisnear]

Between the 2, I think the first one is probably the most successful. Train is definitely hard, takes a lot to stay in the right place and let it happen, SI can be a bitch, but if you can. it's a sure method pretty much. Good luck.

 

[spectraltease]

Between the 2, I think the first one is probably the most successful. Train is definitely hard, takes a lot to stay in the right place and let it happen, SI can be a bitch, but if you can. it's a sure method pretty much. Good luck.

Yes, agree 100%. Train is some hardcore shit but trains are underrated. I dont want death to take long. If I do N, its some time till I die. I want to post some shit and then lying on the tracks. Its not that hard to get beheaded tbh. Yeah your body could move but I saw some suicide of this method and the body didnt even move a bit. Everything was in place how the person was laying there. So its a sure thing

 

[deathisnear]

Yes, agree 100%. Train is some hardcore shit but trains are underrated. I dont want death to take long. If I do N, its some time till I die. I want to post some shit and then lying on the tracks. Its not that hard to get beheaded tbh. Yeah your body could move but I saw some suicide of this method and the body didnt even move a bit. Everything was in place how the person was laying there. So its a sure thing

I have seen the same thing, done a lot of research on all methods. Sounds like you have a solid plan. It's not that hard to be beheaded for sure with a train and agree they are underrated. I've always thought about parking on the tracks and letting a train hit me that way, but not as sure thing as head on tracks plus I don't wanna derail a train or anything. Good luck man

 

[GermanHanger]

I would never choose this method. It seems so brutal. Maybe you somehow survive and will be in a wheelchair for the rest of the life. And think of the people that might be affected by your suicide, like the conductor or the passengers

 

[spectraltease]

I have seen the same thing, done a lot of research on all methods. Sounds like you have a solid plan. It's not that hard to be beheaded for sure with a train and agree they are underrated. I've always thought about parking on the tracks and letting a train hit me that way, but not as sure thing as head on tracks plus I don't wanna derail a train or anything. Good luck man

Yeah, I saw some pictures of these scenes. That shit was too clean, a clean cut without any pain. Its a short moment, when the wheel hit my neck there will be just a clean cut. If you wanna park on the tracks, the train driver has much time to react and its not the safest option but u said that. If you take the tracks, do the same as me its a lil scary but painless you wont notice something before death. Good luck bro

 

[FuneralCry]

The train method sounds like a horrifying way to leave to me, while N sounds ideal, but I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[ever so lonely]

i saw a video years ago of a dude a pedestrian ran over by train, unintentional, it was absolutely horrific honestly, i cant remember where now and it was years ago, dude didnt make it but he was literal in half and people were just stood there filming this poor dude, ever since then i think wow people who go by train have bigger busty browns than me lol

 

[spectraltease]

The train method sounds like a horrifying way to leave to me, while N sounds ideal, but I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

Yeah but N takes long to die me. I want a quick and painless death. Thank you very much my friend.

i saw a video years ago of a dude a pedestrian ran over by train, unintentional, it was absolutely horrific honestly, i cant remember where now and it was years ago, dude didnt make it but he was literal in half and people were just stood there filming this poor dude, ever since then i think wow people who go by train have bigger busty browns than me lol

Yeah I saw many train death. The fact that ur body gets documented is high anyway. Today everybody has a phone and make some vids about ur death body or police releases some pictures. Train is not much for me, yeah its a lil scary but It wont stop me.