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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
592
"I've swallowed myself, but the fever remains
I'm numb to the pleasure but still feel the pain
If I showed you my soul, would you cover your eyes?
If I told you the truth, would you dare me to lie?"

 
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suffocatingseraphim

suffocatingseraphim

⸙𖦹killing the self as to protect it from harm𖦹⸙
Feb 6, 2020
105
I feel as though Keaton Henson is a man who can embody the full, guttural feeling of heartache and the constant pain that pairs with life. All of his music feels similar to that small moment right before you burst into tears, but, compressed into each song. It makes me long for a time where feeling so hurt wasn't common.
Most every song he's done holds that delicate, aching feeling that makes your heart sink. It hurts, but, it envelops you. To a degree it feels incredibly safe.
This one hits close to home, and it portrays how much pain we can internalize to reject hurting or worrying others, without noticing that they wouldn't care anyway. It's a cry for help, but also a sign for others to not come any closer, less they grow fearful and worried with what's genuinely happening below the surface. Usually the help we need won't come in time, and the hurt has spread to a point where it swallows you whole.
 
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SuiSqueeze92

SuiSqueeze92

Self Saboteur
Jan 15, 2020
479


"I don't like rap"

Oh yeah? Here you go...

"..There's a creature in my closet
I can hear him rumbling 'round
The demons screaming in the distance
Creates such a humbling sound
The monster that's outside my window
He's like family to me now
The things that people are afraid of
Never let me down.."

 
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SuiSqueeze92

SuiSqueeze92

Self Saboteur
Jan 15, 2020
479


I like Jelly... you like Jelly... lol
 
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BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

Wise woman and Celtic sky person
Mar 7, 2020
991
 
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ForensicallyAware

ForensicallyAware

Specialist
Feb 10, 2020
314
 
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enjolras

enjolras

Dead are useless if not to love the living more
Feb 13, 2020
1,293


 
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Гууу

Гууу

Member
Apr 9, 2020
33


The video my userpic taken. That piggy-girl is the character i most empathy to. The lyrics are hardly harsh, but sound and visuals are superior.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,323
Blue Man Group-I Feel Love :heart::heart::heart: I want to be in the BLUE SN GROUP !!! :pfff::pfff::pfff:

Studio Version:


Concert Version:
 
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BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

Wise woman and Celtic sky person
Mar 7, 2020
991
 
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Shinbu

Shinbu

Shiki
Nov 23, 2019
477
That blackmailer that I encountered can fuck off. Even blackmailers don't have a line to cross when it comes down to mental health. I'm glad I saw the red flags for that sorry piece of shit, so the fucker wouldn't take advantage of me. Don't ever add a random person on social media. I just wanted a friend, not a fuck buddy fuck you. I'm tired of sub humans.
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
Metallica: Sad But True

 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
LOL This is a classic
Benny Bell - Shaving Cream

 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,323
Simple Plan-Untitled :heart::heart::heart:


Lyric Video:


"Untitled (How Could This Happen To Me)"


I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No, I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No, I can't

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
 
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Abaigh

Abaigh

Student
Jan 20, 2020
115
I hate pop music. Songs tend to sound way to similar and it's just them talking about hanging with friends ect. I find it has no depth and is boring.
 
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wanderinglost

wanderinglost

Member
Mar 22, 2020
77
I love that song. And many others from Leonard Cohen.
He was amazing yes ... I think so many of his lyrics hit me personally like he knew you inside out.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,234

What will you do, what will you do
Who do you think would attempt a rescue?
Dreaming, screaming, knocked right out of your shoes
Who would you blame, who could you sue
If the sky came looking for you?
 
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Lefty

Mage
Dec 7, 2018
534
Smashing Pumpkins - Muzzle
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
 
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enjolras

enjolras

Dead are useless if not to love the living more
Feb 13, 2020
1,293
love the flayed tone of both singers (2nd, strong vocal ability)


 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
1,874
A bit of Deano - possibly the smoothest voice in the world.

 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,234


Back and forth, I sway with the wind
Resolution slips away again
Right through my fingers, back into my heart
Where it's out of reach and it's in the dark
Sometimes I think I'm blind
Or I may be just paralyzed
Because the plot thickens every day
And the pieces of my puzzle keep crumblin' away
But I know, there's a picture beneath
Indecision clouds my vision
No one listens...
Because I'm somewhere in between
My love and my agony
You see, I'm somewhere in between
My life is falling to pieces
Somebody put me together
Layin' face down on the ground
My fingers in my ears to block the sound
My eyes shut tight to avoid the sight
Anticipating the end, losing the will to fight
Droplets of "yes" and "no"
In an ocean of "maybe"
From the bottom, it looks like a steep incline
From the top, another downhill slope of mine
But I know, the equilibrium's there
Indecision clouds my vision
No one listens
Because I'm somewhere in between
My love and my agony
You see, I'm somewhere in between
My life is falling to pieces
Somebody put me together
 
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