Resource Music MegaThread

[TiredKraut]

 

[GrayGhost]

I really love kikuo's music since it often has dark topics like suicide and abuse

 

[AerialBoundaries]

It's Mother's Day here. Here's to all the good mothers out there.

 

[Sadbrains]

 

[Twntysix]

Long music : Gustav Mahler: Symphony No. 2 "Resurrection" (Lucerne Festival Orchestra, Claudio Abbado) i really like the 1st movement

Short music : PinkPantheress, Sam Gellaitry - Picture in my mind

 

[MentalStefan]

Portishead create such a deep, emotional music. I love every song created by this band. This is one of my favorite, it describes my personal struggles very well. Maybe it's a great choice for CTB'ing?

 

[JJMaynard97]

Have any of y'all put in ear plugs and just felt the music?

I have indeed. The only thing that at the moment helps me feel something and crack a Smile.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Portishead create such a deep, emotional music. I love every song created by this band. This is one of my favorite, it describes my personal struggles very well. Maybe it's a great choice for CTB'ing?

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[bonerot]

My sister introduced me to Dave Bixby forever ago and I have some fond memories attached to this song in particular I want it to be playing while I CTB

 

[merebaisdead]

My sister introduced me to Dave Bixby forever ago and I have some fond memories attached to this song in particular I want it to be playing while I CTB

Omg! I thought I heard this before - turns out it was sampled in an asap rocky song! Tbh I defo like this more.

Heres the other version if you're interested

 

[bonerot]

Omg! I thought I heard this before - turns out it was sampled in an asap rocky song! Tbh I defo like this more.

Heres the other version if you're interested

I never heard this before I kinda love it tho the way they sampled it creates a whole different vibe/energy that really works

 

[Tourniquet]

Everyday just rotting in vain
what's the point
If there is one thing in life that I do still enjoy...it's music


This is one of my favorite songs right now
Gets me everytime. It was the inspiration for my username.


If you like rap this is a deep song I relate to in so many ways, maybe someone else does

Not my favorite but I enjoy the lyrics


This is the first song I ever tried to kill myself to almost 17 years ago now...can't believe it's been that long...why am I still here


The lyrics say "I'll never kill myself to save my soul" but I always change them to "I'm gonna kill myself to save my soul" because I honestly believe the world is better off without me.

 

[NumbItAll]

can't get enough of this ethereal sound

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Metallica-Screaming Suicide










Welcome to this life
Born into the fight
Here to claim your dream
Look you in the eye
Patch the broken sky
Craving dopamine

Then my voice appears
Teaching you of fears
Are you good enough?
You don't recognize
Head is full of lies
You should just give up

Listen well, better listen well
Listen well, better listen well

Don't ever speak my name
Remember you're to blame
Keep me inside
Keep me inside
My name is suicide

Curse another day
Spirit locked away
Punish and deprive
Hate to be awake
Living a mistake
More dead than alive

Then a voice appears
Whisper in your ears
"You are good enough"
Throwing down a rope
A lifeline of hope
Never give you up

Listen well, better listen well
Listen well, better listen well

Don't ever speak my name
Remember you're to blame
Keep me inside
Keep me inside
My name is suicide

Terrified in sleepless nights
Caught in spotlight dead to rights
Isolate and fight your mind
Telling you you're left behind

My lying voice inside
Keeps drinking cyanide
And no more can you run
Into the sun

Terrified, sleepless nights
Caught in spotlight dead to rights
Isolate and fight your mind
Telling you you're left behind

And now you speak my name
You've given back the blame
Keep me deep inside
Don't you keep me inside
Screaming suicide

Now that I'm exposed inside
Shined a light on cyanide
I'm no longer needed here
Now you've faced your biggest fear

 

[Tyrone Slothrop]

 

[Hitakiri]

This is for those of you who feel like you're drowning, and unable to speak. For those of you who.. know loss, a bit better than you'd like to.

 

[Gloom]

banger

 

[Depresso]

Want to see them live so badly....

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Avatar-The Dirt I'm Burried In










Once upon a highway
Lost among the lights of neon tribes
I used to be a part of you
You used me and I used you too
You took me to the desert
Desecrated, desperate prey, oh yeah
You took me to the desert
I smoke the blackened tissue
High inside the church of the neon lights
I grease my limbs and enter you
The engine roars as engines do
The pressure we are under
Unmarked grave, the undead reign, oh yeah
The stars align
Behind my eyes
I'm going blind
I look up to the sky
But all I see is the dirt I'm buried in
Lonely lays the longing
I'm so far away from the world that buried me
An unknown destination
Tied up in the trunk of a stolen ride
I've never seen a sky so red
Just one more try before we're dead
The ashes in our nostrils
Ask for nothing, act like you're okay
The stars align
Behind my eyes
I'm going blind
I look up to the sky
But all I see is the dirt I'm buried in
Lonely lays the longing
I'm so far away from the world that buried me
I look up to the sky
But all I see is the dirt I'm buried in
Lonely lays the longing
I'm so far away from the world that buried me
A crushing wave
Upon the rocks
A shallow grave
On the coast
I'll wait
I look up to the sky
But all I see is the dirt I'm buried in
Lonely lays the longing
I'm so far away from the world that buried me
I look up to the sky
But all I see is the dirt I'm buried in
Lonely lays the longing
I'm so far away from the world that buried me

 

[Lost in a Dream]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Silent Theory-Agony










Now it makes sense
Nothing but the height will test the tension less
It makes me sick (makes me sick)
Now it makes sense
Torn apart at every edge
Just to find where I fit

I found I have nothing to gain
I can't get out of my way
How am I going to change?
It's up to me!

I couldn't take the word of gravity
As I reached out
All the way down
I had to feel the awkward agony
As I cursed out in vain
At the wings that had let me down

Oh don't get in my ways
From way up here the fear
Takes the weight off my chest
(Off my chest)
Again it made sense

When I forced the piece to fit the image stuck in my head
I found I have nothing to gain
I can't get out of my way
How am I going to change?
It's up to me!

I couldn't take the word of gravity
As I reached out
All the way down
I had to feel the awkward agony
As I cursed out in vain
At the wings that had let me down

Stumbling and staggering deeper into a tragedy
It's killing me and honestly dragging me through the happening
If all I'm ever given is maybe some commonalities
(I won't let you down)

Give me just a second I'm taking it in imagining
That everything I'm gathering's shattering my reality
It's giving me a feeling its motive is to dismantle me
(And I won't let you down)

I won't let you down!
I couldn't take the word of gravity
As I reached out
All the way down
I had to feel the awkward agony
As I cursed out in vain
At the wings that had let me down

I couldn't take the word of
I couldn't take the word of
I couldn't take the word of gravity
And now I'm stuck here in the
And now I'm stuck here in the
And now I'm stuck here in the agony

Let me down
Let me down

 

[HeatedBlanket]

Concerts and music have been my life since I was in elementary school. With everything going on in life, I've realized I barely listen to music anymore. Even when I'm just laying in bed for days on end. I didn't even realize it. I'm in so much debt from medical bills. Not able to pay for my life currently (meds, dr's, rent, food etc), but what really broke me is realizing I'll never see a concert again.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Thanks @Mr2005 , now it's stuck



You'd better hope and pray
That you make it safe back to your own world
You'd better hope and pray
That you'll wake one day in your own world
'Cause when you sleep at night
They don't hear your cries in your own world
Only time will tell
If you can break the spell back in your own world

 

[Maybe_I_Might]

This song's buildup in the beginning is just magical. Everything in this song just fits together so well, Vic's voice is heavenly and the drums and guitars just amplify the greatness of this song

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

MARRS-Pump Up The Volume










Pump up the volume, pump up the volume, pump up the volume
(Check it out!)

(Brothers and sisters!)
Pump up the volume
(We gonna get ya!)

(Brothers and sisters!)
Pump up the volume
(Pump that thing!)

(Brothers and sisters)
Pump up the volume
(We gonna get ya!)

(Brothers and sisters!)
Pump up the volume
(Pump, pump, pump, pump me up!)

(Rock the house!)
(Rock the house!)

(Ah, yeah!)

(Ah, yeah!)

(Do it!)
(Do it! Do it!)

(Yeah-da-yeah!)

(Yeah-da-yeah!)

(Now go down, now, now go down)
(Now go down)

(What ya mean?)
(What ya mean?)
(Ow!)
(Let's do it!)
(Do it!)
(Do it!)
Do it!)
(Ow!)
Pump up the volume, pump up the volume, pump up the volume
Dance, dance

(Automatic, push back, won't get chosen)
(Systematic, genetic, command your soul)
(Automatic, push back, won't get chosen)
(Systematic, genetic, command your soul)
(Automatic, push back, won't get chosen)
(Systematic, genetic, command your soul)
(Automatic, push back)
(Automatic, push back, won't get chosen)
(Systematic, genetic, command your soul)

It's just-oh!
It's just-oh!
It's just-oh! It's just-oh!
It's ju- it's ju- it's just begun!
Oh!

(Put the needle on the record)
(Put the needle on the record)
(Put the needle on the record)
(Put the needle on the record)
(Put the needle on the record)
(When the drumbeats go like this!)

Pump up the volume, pump up the volume, pump up the volume
Dance, dance

(Din, din, din)
(Da-do-ee-oh)
(Din, din, din)
(Din, din, din)
(Din, din, din)
(Da-do-ee-oh)

Pump up the volume
(Pump up)
(Pump up)
Pump up the volume
(Pump up)
(Pump, pump up)
(Pump... pump up)
(Pump up)
(Pump up)
(Pump, pump, pump up)
(Pump, pump up)
(Pump, pump, pump up)

Pump up the volume

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

From Ashes To New-Hate Me Too

I wish I hated you
And after all this shit you should hate me too

I wish that I could see
You're not the one for me
I lost the old you, lost the old me
Found the misery
I wish that you believed
We'll never change a thing
'Cause we been reckless and this mess is
Fucking killing me

Every day sucks when we try to make up
I wanna take drugs so I never wake up
I wanna get away, I'll never get away
I'll tell ya to your face, I'll tell ya straight up that

I wish I hated you
And after all this shit you should hate me too
We scream 'til we choke, our hearts in our throats
We just can't let it go, woah
I wish I hated you
And you should hate me too
You should hate me too

I wish I had a clue
'Cause you're like a bad tattoo
Yeah I was stupid, can't remove it
Now I'm stuck with you
I wish we would've known
'Cause we're going up in smoke
Just strike the match and turn our backs
Burn down this broken home

Every day sucks when we try to make up
I wanna take drugs so I never wake up
I wanna get away, I'll never get away
I'll tell ya to your face, I'll tell ya straight up that

I wish I hated you
And after all this shit you should hate me too
We scream 'til we choke, our hearts in our throats
We just can't let it go, woah
I wish I hated you
And you should hate me too
You should hate me too

I wanna get high, yeah, I wanna stay numb
The love never works like the cocaine does
I wanna get away, I'll never get away
I'll tell ya to your face, I'll tell ya straight up

I wish I hated you
And after all this shit you should hate me too

I wish I hated you
And after all this shit you should hate me too
We scream 'til we choke, our hearts in our throats
We just can't let it go, woah
I wish I hated you
And you should hate me too
You should hate me too
You should hate me too

And you should hate me too​

 

[Danyyyyy]

I love this song so much cuz it's so catchy and so random with it's lyrics and noises throughout the song
Though at the same time the message is being ghosted on text, and that kinda makes sense with them name
It reminds me of how I used to text my friends all the time until 1 am, until now when it's little by little throughout the day, it's still great though :3

 

[Lost in a Dream]

MARRS-Pump Up The Volume

Their official music video is trippy! Loved it lol.

 

[Rocinante]

 

[youwantitdarker]

Portishead create such a deep, emotional music. I love every song created by this band. This is one of my favorite, it describes my personal struggles very well. Maybe it's a great choice for CTB'ing?

Love Portishead! Fell in love with them a couple of years ago, their music spoke to me. This one's my favourite: