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Could such a circle, actually be there? No advertisement for it like all the other degrees.



Mostly not concrete; yet things have gotten too weird so I guess it wouldn't be that big of a surprise..
What exactly happened during the 1940's? I doubt Nikola Tesla was the only IS-BE of his type.

 
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Agent Provocateur - 01 - Red Tape


This song appeared in the trailer for the first film in the Underworld series
 
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A Fatal Mistake
Jan 14, 2021
657
Kaos - Titanic.
 
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Bundle of perceptions
Jul 29, 2021
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Camberwell Now - Working Nights
 
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Wolf Alice - Moaning Lisa Smile (Live on KEXP)


Wolf Alice - Moaning Lisa Smile


* I think the members of the band are the protagonists of the music video. Or maybe not.

~ Farewell ~
 
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Du bist auf dich allein gestellt
May 26, 2022
141


The whole song is good, but the moment I linked is the best.
 
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Artrosis - Ukryty wymiar


~ Farewell ~
 
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ELECTRIC YOUTH - Tomorrow :heart:


Chromatics- Running Up That Hill


The Midnight - The Comeback Kid :heart:
 
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You can get better. But the choice is always ours.
May 17, 2022
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This shit is keeping me alive.
 
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The Cardigans - Live And Learn


I came home in the morning and everything was gone
Oh, what have I done?
I dropped dead in the hallway
Cursing the dawn
Oh come on, sun, why must I burn?
I'm just trying to learn

I stared into the light to kill some of my pain
It was all in vain, 'cause no senses remained
But an ache in my body
And regret on my mind
But I'll be fine

'Cause I live and I learn
Yes, I live and I learn
If you live, you will learn
And I live and I learn

Got kicked in the head
So I started a fight
'Cause I knew I was right
But I learned I was wrong
I remember a slaughter
I remember I fought for the money I'd brought

I got blistered and burned
And lost what I'd earned
But I lived and I learned
Yes, I lived and I learned

I got, I got it now
I got, I got it now
(She's got, she's got it now)
I got, I got it now
(She's got it now)
I got, I got it now
(She's got, she's got it now)

I came to on a corner
With some help from a man
And goddamn, I don't seem to have learned
That a lady in need is guilty indeed
So I paid and got laid in return
And I don't know what I've learned

Well, you get what you give
And hell yes, I lived
But if you live as you learn
I don't think I can learn

Oh, with the sun in my eyes
Surprise, I'm living a life
But I don't seem to learn
No, I don't think I can learn

~ Farewell ~
 
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Debbie Gibson-Foolish Beat 💔💔💔💔💔💔





 
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Evolution!!!

Cameo - Word Up


Gun - Word Up:heart:


Korn - Word Up!


~ Farewell ~
 
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Joe Satriani - Dream Song


~ Farewell ~
 
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AKIRA - Kaneda's Theme


~ Farewell ~
 
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Within Temptation - Mercy Mirror


~ Farewell ~
 
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Billie Marten - Blue sea, Red Sea


I stop and listen sometimes
Plug myself into your eyes
And I can see what you see and I like it
I'm a fish in a blue sea and I like it

But don't pick on me with your sympathy
I don't, I don't need you to love me
Listen to the people who say
Lalalala, lalalala
Lalalala, lalalala

This snow is falling heavy
Wish my mother would come and get me
Forget all this makeup and fall in the red sea
Set the weight of each day like the leaves of our oak tree

But don't pick on me with your sympathy
I don't, I don't need you to love me
Listen to the people who say
Lalalala, lalalala
Lalalala, lalalala

Everybody's moving away
Lalalala, lalalala
Water pushes water away
Lalalala, lalalala

And it's all good 'cause I feel it too
Hanging around with nothing to do
Make friends with the angels that blessed you
Maybe together we get in the good

Lalalala, lalalala
Lalalala, lalalala
Lalalala, lalalala
Lalalala, lalala

~ Farewell ~
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Parkway Drive-Glitch :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"Glitch"

I feel a glitch in the cortex
Like a ghost in the shell
Caught the devil playing mind tricks
I feel the dread close in like the walls of a cell

I cannot sleep
I cannot hide
I cannot take
One more night on the dark side of my mind
I close my eyes to sleep, the shadows speak
And they won't stop when I'm awake

Everything they say would seem
Feeds the fear inside of me
Let it feed the fear inside
Help me take this pain away
Sleep is now my enemy
Now it feeds the fear inside of me

The fear inside of me

The fear hit like a shell shock
Body froze like my heart stopped
REM waves got my limbs locked down but my eyes wide open
Sheer terror manifest before me

I cannot sleep
I cannot hide
I cannot take
Living this way on the dark side of my mind
I close my eyes to sleep, the shadows speak
And they won't stop when I'm awake
Everything they say would seem
Feeds the fear inside of me
Let it feed the fear inside
Help me take this pain away
Sleep is now my enemy
Now it feeds the fear inside of me

I close my eyes to sleep (Sleep paralysis)
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me the fuck out

Let me the fuck out

Everything they say would seem
Feeds the fear inside of me
Let it feed the fear inside
Help me take this pain away
Sleep is now my enemy
Now it feeds the fear inside of me
It's the fear inside of me

I cannot sleep
I cannot hide
I cannot take
One more night on the dark side of my mind​
 
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May 31, 2022
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this guy committed suicide at the age of 30 the year after he made this song



lyrics in eng:

Everything that I've been taught
Everything that I've been suggested
The life that is imposed on me
Is a useless trash

Systems you have created
Methods you have used

I don't want to live among you any longer x4

Maybe I'm the one upside-down
I couldn't make it in this order
I've started to look for a place to hide
In the city of reptiles

Educated dogs
Voracious monkeys

I don't want to live among you any longer x4

How did you succeed in creating a soulless out of me?
How did you succeed in creating a senseless out of me?
How did you succeed in creating a dissonant out of me?
How did you succeed in creating one of you out of me?

I don't want to live among you any longer...
 
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Wolf Alice - TRNSMT 2018 - Giant Peach


~ Farewell ~
 
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la fin de tout

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I listen to this song trying to find beauty outdoors in my daily walks on the trail, watching sunsets, overgrown grass, birds flying... it's a song where the narrator starts to come to terms with their loneliness, tongue in cheek exclaiming "Paradise will be mine." The final lyrics strike me, I relate to them the most. Reminding me that I will likely be alone for the remainder of my life and I need to accept that to successfully (or possibly prevent) CTB. "No longer shall I wander. Ugliness my home. Loneliness my master. I bow to him alone. I bow to him alone." Would love to find more music with similar messages.
 
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*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
678


:heart:
 
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Another song for Pride Month.... No U-HAUL required. :wink::hihi:

Cher-Believe :heart:






 
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Warpaint - Love Is To Die


All on my own
Here I stand.
Am I humble, am I ghost?
I'm on a limb to climb
To something lawless I hope
Am I humble, am I ghost?

I found a way
To look towards this day
But it all hooked up
This could only go one way

I'm not alive, I'm not alive enough
I'm not alive, I'm not alive enough

Call one, one, one.
Call one, one, one.

Love is to die, love is to not die,
Love is to dance, love is to dance
Love is to die, love is to not die,
Love is to dance, love is to dance

All on my own
It's confirmed,
There's no world to compromise
You really see nothing of this girl
They look, they don't know the roots behind
'Cause I got a knife to cut out the memories

So carefully, too carefully,
It's not necessary
To be so dark

Got to give in, got to give in
Look to the light, last time I alter my mind
Give in, got to give in to the fight

Love is to die, love is to not die,
Love is to dance, love is to dance
Love is to die, love is to not die,
Love is to dance, love is to dance

Love is to die,
Why don't you not die?
Why don't you dance?
Why don't you dance and dance?

~ Farewell ~
 
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Devil Wears Prada-Salt :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







"Salt"

I can never process
What I'm feeling in my bones
Like a sickness that I can't diagnose

Some days I think I'm afraid of my shadow
I show up to fight at all the wrong battles
And I don't think my mind will be right 'til I

Pour the salt into the wound
Let the rain wash over you
If everything I said was true
Then why am I paralyzed?

Watch the grass blow in the wind for the hell of it
And sometimes I get so caught up that I forget

That all of our words only mean what's behind them
You can't throw gasoline on a fire
And say you tried to put it out

Pour the salt into the wound
Let the rain wash over you
If everything I said was true
Then why am I?

Hiding from the blinding lights
I never had an alibi
If everything I said was true
Then why am I?
Why am I still paralyzed?

Why am I still paralyzed?

Step back as the ashes rise
Embers up toward the sky
With all the things that I can't find

Pour the salt into the wound
Let the rain wash over you
If everything I said was true
Then why am I?

Hiding from the blinding lights
I never had an alibi
If everything I said was true
Then why am I?
Why am I still paralyzed?
Still paralyzed​
 
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