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My Mind is Dangerous by Life of Agony

"My mind is chaotic, unless I choose to be free
Sometimes I just can't help myself, sometimes I just can't help myself
My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be
My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be
Hideous devastations, lifeless serenity
My abstract emotions, somehow, get the best of me"

This song is everything when I'm in a depressive episode. It makes me not feel alone. ❤️
 
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Untetheredwill

Speedrunning life using cosmic tricks
Nov 28, 2021
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Three Days Grace-So Called Life :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"So Called Life"

Can't laugh, can't cry, can't live, can't die
Can't do anything anymore
Can't love, can't breath, can't talk, can't sleep
But I can't seem to stay awake anymore

What a time to be alive
Such a waste of fucking time

Oh, gimme something to take the edge off
Something to kick the night off
Something to keep my mind off
This so called life
Oh, gimme something to take the edge off
Something to kick the night off
Something to keep my mind off
This so called life

Feels like I wanna jump
Wanna scream, wanna run
Wanna fucking put a chainsaw through the wall
Feels like I'm livin' in a world where everybody's
All for none and none for all

What a time to be alive
Such a waste of fucking time

Oh, gimme something to take the edge off
Something to kick the night off
Something to keep my mind off
This so called life
Oh, gimme something to take the edge off
Something to kick the night off
Something to keep my mind off
This so called life

What a time to be alive
What a time to be alive
What a time to be alive
Such a waste of fucking time

Feels like I wanna jump
Wanna scream, wanna run
Wanna fucking put a chainsaw through the wall
Oh gimme something
Oh gimme something

Oh, gimme something to take the edge off
Something to kick the night off
Something to keep my mind off
This so called life
Oh, gimme something to take the edge off
Something to kick the night off
Something to keep my mind off
This so called life
 
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april

Member
May 2, 2021
5
If Blue Could Be Happiness
by Florist
im in love with this album. it makes me feel so much
 

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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
Alice in Chains - Bleed The Freak



Its fucked that nothing can save us.
Not God, not love, nothing.
Fucked.
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297


Oh my fuck. The Crow Soundtrack..
Had to go scratching... this track, & gogotha tenement etc etc
You are just awesome. Thank you xm

☆♤♡◇♧ ☆ ♤♡ ◇♧☆○♤♡◇ ♧☆○♤♡ ◇ ♧


From the Litanies of Satan to Amsterdam on St Thomas... man I love this woman. Has anyone else seen the Plague Mass (or any of her) concerts?

Diamanda Galas :: Lets not Chat about Despair.




Diamanda Galas :: You must be certain of the Devil



Diamanda Galas :: Let my People Go


 
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NumbItAll

NumbItAll

expendable
May 20, 2018
1,108


Now I think I understand
How this world can overcome a man
Like a friend we saw it through
In the end I gave my life for you

Gave you all I had to give
Found a place for me to rest my head
While I may be hard to find
Heard there's peace just on the other side

Not that I could
Or that I would
Let it burn
Under my skin
Let it burn

Left this life to set me free
Took a piece of you inside of me
All this hurt can finally fade
Promise me you'll never feel afraid

Not the I could
Or that I would
Let it burn
Under my skin
Let it burn

I hope it's worth it
Here on the highway, yeah
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you

So tell everybody
The ones who walk beside me, yeah
I hope you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you tonight

I hope it's worth it
What's left behind me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you

So tell everybody
The ones who walk beside me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you tonight
 
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bbno$ & Rich Brian-Edemame :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





 
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Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
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Tim Hecker is my most listened to artist of the year by far most of his songs don't really work in isolation; very much and parts of wholes. But this song might work:

 
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Dec 11, 2021
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DeutscheKartoffel

DeutscheKartoffel

Reclaiming my human rights & liberty thru suicide.
Dec 12, 2021
361


Tous les garçons et les filles - Françoise Hardy

Tous les garçons et les filles de mon âge
Se promènent dans la rue deux par deux
Tous les garçons et les filles de mon âge
Savent bien ce que c'est qu'être heureux
Et les yeux dans les yeux, et la main dans la main

Ils s'en vont amoureux sans peur du lendemain
Oui mais moi, je vais seule par les rues, l'âme en peine
Oui mais moi, je vais seule, car personne ne m'aime

Mes jours comme mes nuits
Sont en tous points pareils
Sans joies et plein d'ennuis
Personne ne murmure je t'aime à mon oreille

Tous les garçons et les filles de mon âge
Font ensemble des projets d'avenir
Tous les garçons et les filles de mon âge
Savent très bien ce qu'aimer veut dire
Et les yeux dans les yeux, et la main dans la main

Ils s'en vont amoureux sans peur du lendemain
Oui mais moi, je vais seule par les rues l'âme en peine
Oui mais moi, je vais seule, car personne ne m'aime

Mes jours comme mes nuits
Sont en tous points pareils
Sans joies et pleins d'ennuis
Quand donc pour moi brillera le soleil?

Comme les garçons et les filles de mon âge
Connaîtrais-je bientôt ce qu'est l'amour?
Comme les garçons et les filles de mon âge
Je me demande quand viendra le jour

Où les yeux dans ses yeux et la main dans sa main
J'aurai le coeur heureux sans peur du lendemain

Le jour où je n'aurai plus du tout l'âme en peine
Le jour où moi aussi j'aurai quelqu'un qui m'aime.
 
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Sep 28, 2020
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Sep 28, 2020
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MelancholyMagic

MelancholyMagic

For my next trick, I will disappear
Dec 12, 2021
207
Not sure if this one has been posted, but I heard it recently and liked it:


Video Name: Lord of the Lost - See You Soon
 
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Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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I dedicate this song to Marquis, you have no idea how you will be missed. Finally they what they are trying for years so unfair….:'(
 
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TheNorthernSilence

TheNorthernSilence

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2018
430

Omg, this is like one of my guilty pleasures, I thought no1 else here listened to anything like that :D
I love Romanian house/dance music, here's a mix I listen after having a few beers usually:

My favourites are 24:27 Liviu Hodor feat. Mona - Sweet Love (Original Extended Mix), 1:07:40 Claudio Cristo ft Tamy - Teach Me (Extended Mix) and 1:15:00 Contras feat. Joan Kolova - La Luna (Rivaz Club Mix) 🙂
 
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TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,058
 
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In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
Nicholas Lens // Flamma Flamma //the Fire Requiem



Nicholas Lens // Sumus Vicinae // Flamma //the Fire Requiem
Feat. Les Mystère de Voix Bulgares

 
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Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,236



Approaching a silence, a blur of subsidence

Time may heal all troubles, is that what I've found?
Joy entices all, until death's lonely shroud
But I know it's forever......

Praying for a change

Our lives leading onwards, the essence is stronger
Memories of life drifting further away I must doubt that where
There's a will there's a way......But I know, it's forever

Life is all the pain we endeavour
 
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justsayin

Member
Jan 30, 2021
493
Omg, this is like one of my guilty pleasures, I thought no1 else here listened to anything like that :D
I love Romanian house/dance music, here's a mix I listen after having a few beers usually:

My favourites are 24:27 Liviu Hodor feat. Mona - Sweet Love (Original Extended Mix), 1:07:40 Claudio Cristo ft Tamy - Teach Me (Extended Mix) and 1:15:00 Contras feat. Joan Kolova - La Luna (Rivaz Club Mix) 🙂




 
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Mar 23, 2018
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In a mood thinking about my ex.

George Jones-He Stopped Loving Her Today :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







He said "I'll love you till I die",
She told him "You'll forget in time"
As the years went slowly by,
She still preyed upon his mind
He kept her picture on his wall,
Went half-crazy now and then
He still loved her through it all,
Hoping she'd come back again
Kept some letters by his bed
Dated nineteen sixty-two
He had underlined in red
Every single "I love you"
I went to see him just today,
Oh but I didn't see no tears
All dressed up to go away,
First time I'd seen him smile in years
He stopped loving her today
They placed a wreath upon his door
And soon they'll carry him away
He stopped loving her today
You know, she came to see him one last time
Aww, and we all wondered if she would
And it kept runnin' through my mind
"This time he's over her for good"
He stopped loving her today
They placed a wreath upon his door
And soon they'll carry him away
He stopped loving her today
 
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TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
So their original music video (at bottom) was apparently so 'shocking' it sadly got banned / more attention than the incredible fkg track...

Irrepressibles // in this shirt //




Irrepressibles // the lady is dead //



Their electronic stuff is sublime, melancholically sad /&manic today... maybe will drop it on the electronic music thread...
 
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Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
853
So their original music video (at bottom) was apparently so 'shocking' it sadly got banned / more attention than the incredible fkg track...

Irrepressibles // in this shirt //




Irrepressibles // the lady is dead //



Their electronic stuff is sublime, melancholically sad /&manic today... maybe will drop it on the electronic music thread...

Please do post it in there. My best thread by far; I feel it is graduating to resource status soon.
 
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Enigmatic Sailor

vicissitudes of fate...
Oct 29, 2021
386
In a mood thinking about my ex.

George Jones-He Stopped Loving Her Today :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







He said "I'll love you till I die",
She told him "You'll forget in time"
As the years went slowly by,
She still preyed upon his mind
He kept her picture on his wall,
Went half-crazy now and then
He still loved her through it all,
Hoping she'd come back again
Kept some letters by his bed
Dated nineteen sixty-two
He had underlined in red
Every single "I love you"
I went to see him just today,
Oh but I didn't see no tears
All dressed up to go away,
First time I'd seen him smile in years
He stopped loving her today
They placed a wreath upon his door
And soon they'll carry him away
He stopped loving her today
You know, she came to see him one last time
Aww, and we all wondered if she would
And it kept runnin' through my mind
"This time he's over her for good"
He stopped loving her today
They placed a wreath upon his door
And soon they'll carry him away
He stopped loving her today
Love George
 
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