BitterlyAlive_

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You are MOST welcome!!! Thanks 4your links!
** did you see my Chester/ chris Cornell duet in the megathread?! I'm not crazy 4 duplicatn videos, but its really worth checking out ::







& then the above mind-blowing acoustic version...
Now you'll never get his voice & sounds out yr head!!🤪
Enjoy

I actually haven't heard the first one. Nice, man. Niiiice. These are a couple of my favorite LP songs lol. I remember listening to the second one soon after Chester died.


And I'll be sorry for now
That I couldn't be around
Sometimes things refuse
To go the way we planned
Oh I'll be sorry for now
That I couldn't be around
There will be a day
That you will understand
You will understand




These two resonate with me today.
 
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Really beautiful metal
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
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In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
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One from the vaults::
Everything about this clip :: the visuals, the lyrics, the meaning... fkg love it.


 
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mlha

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Translated lyrics:

White death caps (Amanita phalloides var. alba)

Man from desperation,
easily deranges themself.
White death caps
I will pick in the forest.
White death caps,
whiter than snows,
I'll eat to satisfy
my need of tenderness.
I won't awake here
till in another world.
White death caps
I will pick in summer,
white death caps, white death caps.
 
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TheHatedOne

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Death is salvation
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I want to escape, I have to get out of here
I can't stand myself anymore
I can't see it all anymore, the world should just go to hell
I am through, I shut myself off
I'm really getting on my own nerves
According to Lord, our God, we're all equal, the liar beckons the kingdom of heaven


(We are) only alive once, even if we destroy ourselves
Nobody wants to have been, I can't hear it anymore
(We are) only alive once, even if we all die miserably
Anyone can be next, we have nothing to lose


Damn it
This surely can't be true
Damn it
Where do we go?


Damn it
This surely can't be true
Damn it
I remember who I am


I can't do it anymore, I am tired of it
The wrong person at the wrong time
To me, nothing is true to itself anymore, my laziness makes me sick
I don't participate in anything anymore
A new strategy, a hard cut
No child believes this fairy tale, because we are so apparent and holy


(We are) only alive once, even if we destroy ourselves
Nobody wants to have been, I can't hear it anymore
(We are) only alive once, even if we all die miserably
Anyone can be next, we have nothing to lose


Damn it
This surely can't be true
Damn it
Where do we go?


Damn it
This surely can't be true
Damn it
I remember who I am


Just please leave me alone
Let me be who I am
Just please leave me alone
And do not touch me


Damn it
This surely can't be true
Damn it
Where do we go?


Damn it
This surely can't be true
Damn it
I remember who I am


EISBRECHER - HIMMEL, ARSCH UND ZWIRN

 
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Depressed_Kettle

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Everlast - What it's like



The Turtles - Happy together

 
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motel rooms

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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
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I don't have to sell my soul
He's already in me
I don't need to sell my soul
He's already in me

I wanna be adored
I wanna be adored


 
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TriggerHappy

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In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
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I reckon if there was ever to be a 'Soundtrack of My Life' band; it'd definately, for sure have to be The Cure..or The Smiths...or REM ...or Ziggy /Bowie...or Dead Can Dance...or David Sylvian...or Smashing Pumpkins.... or Bauhaus... or...



ERM... :: Does anyone remember the New Musical Express newspaper???
Now I'm seriously feeling ancient... ::


Images 8
Images 7

Images 10 Images 9



Ha! Ha! The 80's.
 
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Pig Irön - ''Death Rattle''

 
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Awesome.
Even how they overcame that debilitating setback... :: of bieng Australian...!
(apologies @Shadowplay -personal jibe @You, mate!) Joke.





 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
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All you need is blood ...

 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Þ Your comments mean more than u will ever know, thank you. Going thru a meaningless, worthlessness cycle :: Scrambled Eggs & Suicide written ages ago (in my profile post) makes me realise how long my s.i has been like a scratching monster trying to get out.
(Linkin Park's Crawling fills my senses!)

Something abysmal *; something obscure**; know the feeling?! ::


*



**

I know how you feel. Just hoping you can stay with us longer. :heart::hug::heart::hug:
I hope things are well or as well as can be with you and your boyfriend.
I reckon if there was ever to be a 'Soundtrack of My Life' band; it'd definately, for sure have to be The Cure..or The Smiths...or REM ...or Ziggy /Bowie...or Dead Can Dance...or David Sylvian...or Smashing Pumpkins.... or Bauhaus... or...



ERM... :: Does anyone remember the New Musical Express newspaper???
Now I'm seriously feeling ancient... ::


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Ha! Ha! The 80's.

I've heard of most of the bands. All awesome!!!!
The Smiths were already done when I started listening to them. You're making me want to look through my cd's to listen to them in my car.:wink:
I haven't heard of the magazine. I don't know if it was published in the U.S.
P.S. what was the video? It didn't work.
Awesome.
Even how they overcame that debilitating setback... :: of bieng Australian...!
(apologies @Shadowplay -personal jibe @You, mate!) Joke.






P.S. P.S. .... The first video didn't work.:aw:
 
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TriggerHappy

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In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
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Does anybody know remake / remaster of Nik Kershaw's-"Wouldn't it be good?" Its kinda acoustic and really 'slowed down' and somber.
I fkg loved it but I cant find it on my fkg server. Bad titling and auto search/ n clean scripts and I've 'stupidly' lost awesum stuff.
This version is really kinda similar, but it wasn't live...




:heart: 🤪 so nice it hurts...!

I recall it came after / around time i got Sons of Anarchy soundtrack.
I know the slowed version of Tears for Fears' :: "Mad World" love that track also, maybe its on anothr S.o.A soundtrack?
I've looked, searched, hunted, now I'm begging....
pls:: don't hold out for me hitting a desperate :: 'bargaining with the Devil' rock-bottom phase. Been there done that!
Tx pls advise🤪

Ps:: imagine Marilyn Manson /Five finger getting their dirty smudgy fingerprints /vocals /guitars all over this...
Kinda like Seether and George Michael.
Love love love the reworking of it ::

 
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TriggerHappy

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In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298
I know how you feel. Just hoping you can stay with us longer. :heart::hug::heart::hug:
I hope things are well or as well as can be with you and your boyfriend.

I've heard of most of the bands. All awesome!!!!
The Smiths were already done when I started listening to them. You're making me want to look through my cd's to listen to them in my car.:wink:
I haven't heard of the magazine. I don't know if it was published in the U.S.
P.S. what was the video? It didn't work.

P.S. P.S. .... The first video didn't work.:aw:

Awww. Yeah the Smiths should be required listening at schools!!
Think the first clip was Inxs - "Never Tear Us Apart"

Another Australian band :: Crowded House





They toured South Africa loads, because of the emigration connection..


In the Electronic Music thread I was banging on about an orgasmanically amazingly electro band I called "The israelis" - but could never find them.
THIS IS THEM! This is them! Yeeeeaggghh! You found them, you solved the mystery, Dr Indiana Jones....
You win the Hero of the Week Award. with much (hetero fondness and affection) high fives 'n aw fuckit, hugs.
Migs
 
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Awww. Yeah the Smiths should be required listening at schools!!
Think the first clip was Inxs - "Never Tear Us Apart"

Another Australian band :: Crowded House





They toured South Africa loads, because of the emigration connection..


In the Electronic Music thread I was banging on about an orgasmanically amazingly electro band I called "The israelis" - but could never find them.
THIS IS THEM! This is them! Yeeeeaggghh! You found them, you solved the mystery, Dr Indiana Jones....
You win the Hero of the Week Award. with much (hetero fondness and affection) high fives 'n aw fuckit, hugs.
Migs


crazy shit. it appeared in my youtube suggestions. so the credit goes more to the youtube algorithm.
 
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TriggerHappy

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In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298
Loved this track,
crushed on the dude. Big-time.
When I showed this clip to my mom (who loves rock indie metal); she said::
"Oh, maybe we have the same taste in men - he moves like Mick Jagger"
Nuff said.

Scarred 4 life...



Reef :: Place Your Hands

Oh place your hands, on my hope,
Run your fingers through my soul,
And the way that I feel right now,
Oh Lord it may go.

So place your hands, on my hope,
Run your fingers through my soul,
And the way that we feel right now,
Oh Lord it may go.

Put your hands on, put your hands on. (x4)

You know you cannot hide, from what's inside,
You know you cannot hide, from what's inside.
So I ask of you to help me through,
I ask of you this thing to do.

Put your hands on, put your hands on. (x2)

So lay me down, for a while,
Join my body with my mind,
And I cried at the Common One,
For weeks aft' he died.

Put your hands on, put your hands on. (x4)

And the way that we feel right now,
Oh Lord it may go




🤯not into Rolling Stones, wanted to find her fave clip of him swingin em hips, but got Distracted by this clip. My mom dressed me just like this when I was about 7 to 14...
I never stood a chance...!
Exhibitionist extremist from 5yrs old. Infact I still have a pair of pink n orange corduroy bellbottoms she bought 4me!! I had awesome 70s print shirts from her, that I had a designer friend make y-front retro undies for me. Upcycling. Our house was never silent. Ever. Either the radio or the record player... and since we had no remotes I was the equivalent to the change /flip the record option on the remote.
Like the Smiths say :: "hang the d.j, hang the d.j... " ('Panic')

She was / is the fucking best. Superstar. ever.


crazy shit. it appeared in my youtube suggestions. so the credit goes more to the youtube algorithm.

In my head flashes of Blade Runner 2575.. ::
""I'll be your algorithm tonite, baby...!""

love that, have you seen BladeRunner (new remake on netflix?)
Love the 80s style after effects graphic overlays...
Pls tell me u watch Love Death & Robots?
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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I reckon if there was ever to be a 'Soundtrack of My Life' band; it'd definately, for sure have to be The Cure..or The Smiths...or REM ...or Ziggy /Bowie...or Dead Can Dance...or David Sylvian...or Smashing Pumpkins.... or Bauhaus... or...

These 2 songs pretty much sum up my late teens & early 20s even though they were written when I was a child.

Oh, you handsome devil
Let me get my hands
On your mammary glands
And let me get your head
On the conjugal bed
I say, I say, I say
I crack the whip
And you skip
But you deserve it
You deserve it, deserve it, deserve it

A boy in the bush
Is worth two in the hand
I think I can help you get through your exams

And when we're in your scholarly room
Who will swallow whom?

There's more to life than books, you know
But not much more
Oh, you handsome devil
OW!
@Shadowplay :wink:




"There are a thousand things," he said
"I'll never say those things to you again"
And turning on his heel
He left a trace of bubbles
Bleeding in his stead
And all around the night
Sang out like cockatoos

 
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TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
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AND WHAT ABOUT:: sisters of mercy. Corrosion //Alice // Temple







& oh my fuvk, was watching a documentary on Siouxsie & the Banshee / the Creatures etc - so many chart hits, so popular evn though goth goddess... also my favourite (juju and spellbound, as well as the obvious israel, hong Kong garden, cities in dust... oh here we go... i'm off to find the greatest hits disc!)
 
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Shadowplay

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These 2 songs pretty much sum up my late teens & early 20s even though they were written when I was a child.

Oh, you handsome devil
Let me get my hands
On your mammary glands
And let me get your head
On the conjugal bed
I say, I say, I say
I crack the whip
And you skip
But you deserve it
You deserve it, deserve it, deserve it

A boy in the bush
Is worth two in the hand
I think I can help you get through your exams

And when we're in your scholarly room
Who will swallow whom?

There's more to life than books, you know
But not much more
Oh, you handsome devil
OW!
@Shadowplay :wink:




"There are a thousand things," he said
"I'll never say those things to you again"
And turning on his heel
He left a trace of bubbles
Bleeding in his stead
And all around the night
Sang out like cockatoos


This about us @hotelbeneathground

 
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crazy shit. it appeared in my youtube suggestions. so the credit goes more to the youtube algorithm.

Then you might have missed his first album:

 
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TriggerHappy

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In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
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@Shadowplay @hotelbeneathground

oh wow... that whole The Queen is Dead album.
After that I've hit Viva Hate cued... I might not make it thru them both!!!
every damn track rips my heart out. wonderful!





Just love this..
Caught the cure my birthday weekend 3 years ago...
feels like another century ago I cant imagine it. I'm exhausted now!!



Such an awesome blends of the bands, like placebo and David bowie...
 
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darkwater

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The Reason I Wanted To Die:


Hated by life itself:
 
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motel rooms

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Caught the cure my birthday weekend 3 years ago...


https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/post-a-song-that-describes-you-mood-at-this-specific-moment.74747/page-4#post-1397626

Such an awesome blends of the bands, like placebo and David bowie...

Placebo really broke my heart. They've been churning out the same 2 songs over & over again since their 3rd album. :I

Sucker love is known to swing
Prone to cling and waste these things
Pucker up, for heaven's sake
There's never been so much at stake

I serve my head up on a plate
It's only comfort calling late
'Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me

Like the naked leads the blind
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind
Sucker love, I always find
Someone to bruise and leave behind

All alone in space and time
There's nothing here, but what's here's mine
Something borrowed, something blue
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me...

 
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