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Ghostly

Ghostly

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this song reminds me of my late uncle and reminds me of the good times we shared when i was young i miss him a lot wish he was still around to see me
 
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brings back the days of sitting on the bus watching the other kids act like savages lol I hope my bus driver isn't on this forum but I understand haha I'm playin
 
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2M Or Not 2B.
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"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
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"I've seen so much I can't unsee
I've learnt to suffer silently
Fight a war every day that no one sees
It's torture always remembering
I don't want them to think I'm weak,
So I bite my tongue until it bleeds
The weight of this is breaking me
To keep it under lock and key"

 
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Behind the guilt was compassion
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grungeCat

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'I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
I just want to be able to close my eyes and feel alright'
Exactly...
 
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I'm sure this was probably posted before but I don't remember.

Pretty Reckless-Heaven Knows :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




 
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Jan 14, 2021
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I dont really know
If I care what is normal
And Im not really sure
If the pills Ive been taking are helping
I'm wasting my life
Hurting inside
I dont really know
And Im not really sure
 
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To all my dearly departed friends

 
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"Hey fam you want canons with your song?"

 
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jesse

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In the past, this song was a helpful step for putting things into perspective for me.
These days it makes me feel grounded.

 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Neck Deep-Sick Joke :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










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"Sick Joke"

Don't wake me up
It's the best that I've felt in weeks
And to be completely honest
I'd rather be happily dead or asleep

Sit back and listen, close your eyes if you feel it
'Cause I'm questioning everything, it's affecting all my decisions
I saw you in the mirror and switched up my rhythm
Am I chasing a dream?
Or am I caught in the middle of it?

Sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over?
No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
(No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)

And most days, it all feels the same
I can't tell no difference in pleasure and pain
And it makes me sick, sick joke
Like life is shoving its fingers to the back of my throat

And sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over?
No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
And I'll hold on to a moment
Like a sad kid to a blanket
Would you tell me that I'm okay?
That I'm still here and I'm not dead

(No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)
(No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)

Sit back and listen, close your eyes if you feel it
'Cause I'm questioning everything, it's affecting all my decisions
I saw you in the mirror and switched up my rhythm
Am I chasing a dream?
Or am I caught in the middle of it?

And someday, I'll find you
Like an old key to a locked door
Is it all just some sick joke?
Am I still here?
'Cause I can't tell

Sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over?
No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
And I'll hold on to a moment
Like a sad kid to a blanket
Would you tell me that I'm okay?
That I'm still here and I'm not dead
 
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I have been listening to Chevelle lately because FINALLY a band that has songs that perfectly relate to suffering. Family System is about family abuse and dysfunction. It also has the question of 'Is a family real?' raised. Especially with the lyric: "What a man's got, he'll learn to hate." The Clincher is about being buried alive and feeling stuck and having no way out. To me, it relates to my fantasy of CTB.
 
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