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"Ghosts are just old houses dreaming people in the night
Have no doubt about it, hon, the dead will do alright
Go contemplate the evidence and I guarantee you'll find
The dead know what they're doing when they leave this world behind"

The guy behind the band committed suicide less than a month after this album was released. Seems like this was a goodbye of sorts for him.
 
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Motley Crue - Kickstart my Heart
 
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I met someone once who told he heard this and thought of me...funny... it's sad...and my life...you never think it will be this way...you feel lost because one day you wake up and you're 50...and you didn't plan to live this long so you don't how to be...what comes next...where do you go...how do you get there... :(
 
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One of my favorite songs to sit and reflect on, it's also very calming.
 
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Like A Storm-Love The Way You Hate Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:












"Love The Way You Hate Me"

Take another shot at me
I love the way you hate me

I don't care if I'm not good enough for you
I don't care if I don't live the lie you want me to
I don't care what you wanna think of me

Cause all you are is everything that I don't wanna to be

[Chorus:]
You say I'm a freak
I say I am free
Come take a shot at me
I love the way you hate me

You say I'm insane
I say you're afraid
I get stronger from the pain
I love the way you hate me

Take another shot at me
I love the way you hate me

You think I'm nothing
Cause I'm nothing like you
You think you know me
You have no idea what I've been through
So take a shot
Say what you want about me

All you are is everything that I will never be
(Fake)

[Chorus:]
You say I'm a freak
I say I am free
Come take a shot at me
I love the way you hate me

You say I'm insane
I say you're afraid
I get stronger from the pain
I love the way you hate me

I'd rather be a sinner than a slave
I'd rather be an outcast than just bow down and obey
When it's all done there's only one name upon my grave
I'd rather be a freak than be a fake

Tell me I'm a freak
Tell me I'm a creep
Tell me I'm obscene
Hate me

You say I'm insane
I say you're afraid
I get stronger from the pain
I love the way you hate me
I love the way you hate me
(I don't care)
I love the way you hate me
Hate me
 
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Chester Bennington (Linkin Park) and Chris Cornell, just two good friends having a good time together on the scene. Myself, amongst others of you I presume, can relate to Linkin Park's lyrics, and maybe more specifically this song, called 'Crawling'.

Someone in the comment section on Youtube mentioned that this was all set up by Linking Park and Chris Cornell, without Chester's knowledge. They just decide to turn off Chester's microphone, and let Chris Cornell continue the song and enter the scene.
I think it's hilarious!

Chris Cornell commited suicide by partial hanging on the 18th of May 2017. Chester Bennington followed shortly after by hanging himself on the 20th of July 2017 (Chris Cornell's birthday).

Edit: typo



Chester is/was my hero. You can hear the pain and beauty in his voice all the time. There's a video on YouTube its called Linkin Park Acoustic Compilation. It's just him singing some of their best songs. It's like 37 minutes of beautiful pain. I wish I had to courage to ctb in the same Manor he did but my way will have to work. Oh and Chris died in my hometown. RIP Chris Cornell and RIP Chester Bennington "Sings like an angel, screams like a demon, lived as a man, died as a legend."
 
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