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When I want to get in my feelz.

 
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sometimes taking a lot of painkkillers against my migraine headache - so i like this track even more.






funny that it runs under bob marley :D
but the right answer is bobby mcferrin who makes usually some other stuff - and yes - i am a smart ass :D kick it :P





the live version shows his nice vocalist techniques

 
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"Chaos wins, and I can't get over it"
"Stand up, can you keep your head?
Love me like tomorrow we're dead"
"Beauty, violence
War is within us

We'll be silenced
Tomorrow we're gonna be stardust
No more ego
Nothing to control us
Painless freedom
Tomorrow we're gonna be stardust"
"It's pulling me apart a little piece by piece
Paradox and loss are knocking me off my feet

And there's a flood that's coming up to my bed
It's a lose-lose world, and I can't stomach it"
"I wanna turn it all around in a volte-face (...)
Love's out there, and I can't stomach it"

 
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DocNo

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clicked on every music video here and listened at least for a few seconds (take this OCD).
thanx for some pearls i found.

i finish this journey with a track which accompanied me especially in the last dark months.
although i dont believe in it, i liked the thought, if there might be some process in which our energy reincarnates somehow or we in some sort of loop, then i would like to exist as this piece of music.





and as some kind of resume my ususal contrast program. i guess this is one of the weirdest tracks i ever listened to :D

 
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Always been a huge music fan, I pretty much got music playing all day every day. Gonna browse a bit through the thread to see what music other suicidal people are into, expecting it to be dark lol.


Posting one of my favorite songs, solely for the peace of mind it has brought me over the years. Not sure if the forum auto-embedds youtube links, will correct if not:




Gonna double up and post another one:



This one is featured in a videogame: Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice. It has a Norse mythological setting. This girl Senua has been traumatized early in life, and became psychotic as a result of this. She's constantly hearing voices in her head (tellling her she's worthless, stuff like that), which u hear playing through the game. It's quite a unique experience.

Throughout the game, you're fighting demonic entities as Senua tries to recover the soul of her lover. (She's filled with guilt)

SPOILER AHEAD:

At the end of the game, Senua (you as the player) has to fight an endless amount of hordes of demons. You litereally can not win this this fight. It's only after you have been defeated the game ends, with Senua lying dying on the floor. It's at this point she accepts her fate (aswell at that of her lover). The game is ambigious in the sense we don't get to know wether or not all of this was real, or all in Senuas head.

The posted song is playing throughout this final fight, it's a goose-bumps experience knowing that it's fight you simply can not win. Defeat and acceptance is the only option.

Similar to how we all are fighting the demons in our head, we know very well they can't be beat. You can only learn to live with them. Or die with them...

Absolutely beautifull game. I'dd recommend to anyone who is suffering from psychosis and/or suicidal thoughts. It's crazy such a weird and dreadfull human condition was succesfullly distilled into a videogame...
 
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some antwoord tracks i missed in the megathread - so to fullfill my need for completion:



 
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super brilliant video. was already tempted to post it. but u got the job done already ^^
There's nothing wrong with reposting a song, especially when it's a badass one like that!

 
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Good to know there's others who heard of Dawn of Ashes.


RIP Keith Flint.
 
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There's nothing wrong with reposting a song, especially when it's a badass one like that!



part of my OCD i guess - i try to reduce info flooding by reposting.
on the other hand - my flood of music posts proofes me wrong - lol
 
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Good to know there's others who heard of Dawn of Ashes.


RIP Keith Flint.

I'm a huge fan of Industrial! I've been a DoA fan since their demo. Here's another good artist in that genre.

 
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Pretty much.
 
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Saw DOA and Psyclon 9 concert in Dallas back in early 2010s. Was freaking awesome.

 
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Saw DOA and Psyclon 9 concert in Dallas back in early 2010s. Was freaking awesome.


I bet that was a sick show. I've always wondered why they had a fall out. Neither artist will work with one another and they've not officially stated why either.

 
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Something about Nero having a Napoleon complex and too demanding at times. It's also why they haven't released anything much in the last several years, no one can work with Nero. Krystof pretty cool person though, but has gone through several lineup changes as well and a few genre changes.

 
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Fat Til Lindemann is always hilarious.

 
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Tetrarch-I'm Not Right :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

(I may have already posted this but I can't remember and there is over 150 pages) :wink:










Looking in the mirror and I hate myself
Looking in the mirror and I hate myself
Looking in the mirror and I hate myself
Looking in the mirror and I...
I've gotta get this off my chest
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in motion nothing's working
I'm coming unglued
Wish I could push it all away
I just want to get away (to get away from here)
I can be strong other times I cry
I close my eyes, try to clear my mind
Something's missing, I'm not right
My reflection lies to me
I've lost myself
This time I'm serious things cannot stay the same
Whenever I try to end this cycle I lose all hope
(But this is nothing new)
Get up, I can't seem to catch a break with anything (quit bitching)
There's no path for me to take (to get away from here)
I can be strong, other times I cry
I close my eyes, try to clear my mind
Something's missing, I'm not right
My reflection lies to me
I've lost myself
I'm not right
I'm not right
Look in the mirror and hate myself
Look in the mirror and hate myself (I'm not right)
Look in the mirror and hate myself
Look in the mirror and hate myself (I'm not right)
Look in the mirror and hate myself
Look in the mirror and hate myself (I'm not right)
Look in the mirror and hate myself
Look in the mirror and, look in the mirror and
Hate
Hate (I'm done with everything)
Hate
Hate (I'm done with everything)
I close my eyes
Look in the mirror and
Hate
Hate (I'm done with everything)
I close my eyes (nothing left inside)
I can be strong, other times I cry
I close my eyes, try to clear my mind
Something's missing, I'm not right
My reflection lies to me
I can be strong, other times I cry
I close my eyes, try to clear my mind
Something's missing, I'm not right
My reflection lies to me
I've lost myself
I've lost myself
Hate (I'm done with everything)
Hate (I'm done with everything)
 
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Mexican industrial

 
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Mexican industrial


Hocico or "Nose/snout" in English is a huge band in the genre. Almost on the level of Suicide Commando. Another Mexican band in the genre is God Destruction, highly recommend them.

 
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