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SadGirl

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For you, what is the best song for when to commit suicide?
 
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Alan James

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TheFinalCountdown

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Mar 25, 2019
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Sick Boy

Sick Boy

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Alan James

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KnightOfEnceladus

KnightOfEnceladus

Lost child in time
May 20, 2019
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Listen to things that are uplifting and put you in a good headspace, preferably a meditative one. Something calming and soothing.
 
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Faraway1990

Faraway1990

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Jun 2, 2019
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I see it as going home. I truly believe this reality is an experiment made by brilliant loving beings and has been corrupted and twisted into a control based wage slave system. I'm so done with it and just want to go to my next journey.
 
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KnightOfEnceladus

KnightOfEnceladus

Lost child in time
May 20, 2019
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No more reincarnation if you can avoid it, @Faraway1990. Have a healthy terror of and disgust for this world. If given the choice, I am never, ever, ever coming back, and I suggest everyone else make the same decision.
 
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Faraway1990

Faraway1990

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No more reincarnation if you can avoid it, @Faraway1990. Have a healthy terror of and disgust for this world. If given the choice, I am never, ever, ever coming back, and I suggest everyone else make the same decision.
avoid the light after passing through they'll entice and try to scare you "if you don't come here you'll be trapped here forever" it's bs go wherever you want. I'm done and have no intention reincarnation here. Much love to everyone on there journey. ❤️
 
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Alan James

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No more reincarnation if you can avoid it, @Faraway1990. Have a healthy terror of and disgust for this world. If given the choice, I am never, ever, ever coming back, and I suggest everyone else make the same decision.

If reincarnation exists, then it is definitely not voluntary. If some life after death exists (what I do not believe), then I know what I will do there: I
I will find and kill every bastard who created and manages this cattle yard, this shithole, no matter who they are and what they do to me (it's better than reincarnation anyway), I don't believe that these "gods" are immortal, they can also be killed and they too can suffer.
 
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Imustdevourthe

Imustdevourthe

I'm tired of the matrix.
Jun 1, 2019
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I see it as going home. I truly believe this reality is an experiment made by brilliant loving beings and has been corrupted and twisted into a control based wage slave system. I'm so done with it and just want to go to my next journey.

Yes, right...
 
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Faraway1990

Faraway1990

Student
Jun 2, 2019
195
Yes, right...
This song has more than one meaning for me, I'm tired of this matrix it has been something so deep I've felt it most of my life the endless chase of money, how people will turn there backs on you because it's not in there interest to look. My older brother used to force himself on me and sexually abuse me before I was strong enough to fight back my parents did nothing because he was their "golden child" the endless chase of money, I am spiritual and can't turn from darkness and this world is so full of it(in more ways than one lol) I had one soul in this reality that anchored me here but with everything I've experienced I'm ready to ctb soon.
 
Imustdevourthe

Imustdevourthe

I'm tired of the matrix.
Jun 1, 2019
11
This song has more than one meaning for me, I'm tired of this matrix it has been something so deep I've felt it most of my life the endless chase of money, how people will turn there backs on you because it's not in there interest to look. My older brother used to force himself on me and sexually abuse me before I was strong enough to fight back my parents did nothing because he was their "golden child" the endless chase of money, I am spiritual and can't turn from darkness and this world is so full of it(in more ways than one lol) I had one soul in this reality that anchored me here but with everything I've experienced I'm ready to ctb soon.
Yes, I just wish life was like being on shrooms. Just enjoy each other's presence and live in love with everything and everyone. I know I sound dumb, but we have to work our whole lives just to survive. To exist. People don't care about who you are. It's about what you can offer because it is so hard to maintain these days but what if money didn't matter. People would actually be able to get deeper inside each other. Idk if I make sense.
 
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Faraway1990

Faraway1990

Student
Jun 2, 2019
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Yes, I just wish life was like being on shrooms. Just enjoy each other's presence and live in love with everything and everyone. I know I sound dumb, but we have to work our whole lives just to survive. To exist. People don't care about who you are. It's about what you can offer because it is so hard to maintain these days but what if money didn't matter. People would actually be able to get deeper inside each other. Idk if I make sense.
You make perfect sense, it isn't an accident this reality is structured the way it is keep us running around just to survive.
 
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BipolarExpat

BipolarExpat

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May 30, 2019
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I think it was LouisCK parodying an oblivious-God/human discussion:

Human: Well, it was tough, you know...
God: No, I don't. What was tough? I left plenty of shit there for you!
H: Well, you know...working all the time. Jobs are stressful.
G: What the hell is a job? Look, your "work" is to just "be," alright? You got everything you need there.
H: I know but money has just become so important.
G: Wait a minute!? What the fuk is "money?" I didn't make that!!?

Etc...
 
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GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

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Mar 7, 2019
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No more reincarnation if you can avoid it, @Faraway1990. Have a healthy terror of and disgust for this world. If given the choice, I am never, ever, ever coming back, and I suggest everyone else make the same decision.
I definitely get this sentiment. The only reason I would come back is that I believe technology and spirituality are about to merge and I would love to be here for that.
 
KnightOfEnceladus

KnightOfEnceladus

Lost child in time
May 20, 2019
231
@GeorgeJL: THAT could be a trap too. For a Buddhist practitioner you don't seem to have a very strong disgust/horror of what you would call samsaric existence...odd.
 
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GeorgeJL

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Mar 7, 2019
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@GeorgeJL: THAT could be a trap too. For a Buddhist practitioner you don't seem to have a very strong disgust/horror of what you would call samsaric existence...odd.
I am not a Buddhist, I am a universalist. And yes I do believe that the merging of technology and spirituality will initially cause samsara to increase but in time there should be a phase which causes something like everyone to become enlightened.
 
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Alan James

Arcanist
Apr 11, 2019
408
@GeorgeJL: THAT could be a trap too.

"Spirituality" is probably the result of very advanced technology (perhaps millions of years of technical progress). These are digital technologies, AI, holograms, virtual reality and so on.

"Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic"
 
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Desolate

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Mar 26, 2019
7
LIFE IS A HIGHWAY
 
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Egddios

Egddios

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Oct 27, 2018
395
M83 - My Tears Are Becoming A Sea

Lyrics:

I'm slowly drifting to you
The stars and planets are calling me
A billion years away
From you
I'm on my way
I'm on
I'm on
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
2,649

A hard driving song for serious work.
 
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Jblack

Jblack

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Oct 8, 2018
314
Trans Siberian Orchestra - Epiphany
 
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LifeIsNotFun

LifeIsNotFun

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Jun 1, 2019
530
I will probably listen to something soothing like ambient space music.
 
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