Discussion Moving up my CTB date

[Obliviate]

Hi everyone, I think I'm gonna move up my CTB date from January to maybe this week........things have gotten worse and I am just tired. It's insane but I almost feel calm? I keep repeating to myself "It's ok" "You're gonna be ok" "You deserved the world and the world failed you" "You'll finally be free" Anyone else leaving soon? I could use some words of encouragement.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

You do you dear. Take all the time you need but make sure this is not only what you truly want, but that you don't leave anything unsaid or undone before you go. Go in peace with a clear mind and heart. You deserve at least that....

 

[Obliviate]

You do you dear. Take all the time you need but make sure this is not only what you truly want, but that you don't leave anything unsaid or undone before you go. Go in peace with a clear mind and heart. You deserve at least that....

Thank You. I wish you peace as well.

 

[ManicPanic2018]

I'll be leaving on Sunday. I'm really sorry that things have taken a turn for the worse for you.

I'll be about to chat to share whatever bits of advice I can until then. I've made my peace with it, I can't say I'm not scared, but I'm happy this will be how my story ends. I'm going to finally let go of all this hatred, anger and jealousy that has poisoned me for all these years. I'm returning back to the ocean of the universe, and will finally be back home.

 

[Obliviate]

I'll be leaving on Sunday. I'm really sorry that things have taken a turn for the worse for you.

I'll be about to chat to share whatever bits of advice I can until then. I've made my peace with it, I can't say I'm not scared, but I'm happy this will be how my story ends. I'm going to finally let go of all this hatred, anger and jealousy that has poisoned me for all these years. I'm returning back to the ocean of the universe, and will finally be back home.

Thank You. I would love to chat with you in our final days. I'm definitely scared but it's better than being alive. We deserve better

 

[ManicPanic2018]

Thank You. I would love to chat with you in our final days. I'm definitely scared but it's better than being alive. We deserve better

If you have discord, PM me and I'll send my ID. Also happy to just message here.

We really do deserve bettter, and it's such a shame to be dealt a shit hand as we have. But leaving doesn't have to be sad in my opinion. Freedom from suffering and the opportunity to move on to whatever the next stage of this crazy experience is, even if it does turn out to be nothing, is kinda beatiful and a little bit exciting for me.

 

[Euthanza]

I hope you have the best days when your life ends.

 

[brokensea]

I will miss you. I am sorry things are getting worse for you. Life is so unbearably hard.

 

[Finding Sirius]

You will be missed, but I am happy you will get the peace you seek. Try to enjoy your final days love. If you don't mind me asking, did you pick SN or Nitrogen for your exit?

 

[spectraltease]

Hi everyone, I think I'm gonna move up my CTB date from January to maybe this week........things have gotten worse and I am just tired. It's insane but I almost feel calm? I keep repeating to myself "It's ok" "You're gonna be ok" "You deserved the world and the world failed you" "You'll finally be free" Anyone else leaving soon? I could use some words of encouragement.

My plan is in january. Now thinking about leave earlier but I want to do it after Christmas and new year eve. I have some plans for my last month alive.
I feel calm too, but a lil anxious too? Weird feelings. Anyways, good luck.

 

[Obliviate]

I hope you have the best days when your life ends.

I will miss you. I am sorry things are getting worse for you. Life is so unbearably hard.

You will be missed, but I am happy you will get the peace you seek. Try to enjoy your final days love. If you don't mind me asking, did you pick SN or Nitrogen for your exit?

My plan is in january. Now thinking about leave earlier but I want to do it after Christmas and new year eve. I have some plans for my last month alive.
I feel calm too, but a lil anxious too? Weird feelings. Anyways, good luck.

Ughhh my SI keeps popping in it's so hard........rn my method is with argon gas. I'm preparing everything I need rn. I'm literally in the middle of the school semester and I just wanna leave so bad SI is kicking my ass. I think maybe a good way would be to put the rxit bag on my head to get used to it. SN is my backup method

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand the feeling of being tired of everything. Existing really can be so horrible which is why the thought of non existence is so appealing. It does sound ideal to finally be free from this life and to have no more problems. I wish you freedom.