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dustbiter

dustbiter

hewwo one and all :3
Nov 24, 2021
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got moved to a residential campus ;-;
i can use my phone here though, and i have my own room •3•!

the past 2 weeks have been really rough and they keep making me take medicine i dont want ;-; at least i can say hi now though, so hello everyone nwn

edit: edit 2 clarify when i say "making me" i do not mean like, physically holding me down and forcing me!! i mean that whenever i refused medication the nurses report 2 my psych and he extends my stay :P
the only times i was forced 2 physically take anything was 2 weeks ago in the original hospital and i was given a sedating injection on 2 occasions that week u_u
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
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got moved to a residential campus ;-;
i can use my phone here though, and i have my own room •3•!

the past 2 weeks have been really rough and they keep making me take medicine i dont want ;-; at least i can say hi now though, so hello everyone nwn
Hello. Lovely to hear from you. So sorry you had a really rough time. Sending you warm vibes. Was wondering how you were doing 💗
 
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Onthe29th

Onthe29th

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Dec 28, 2021
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That's pretty nice considering what I heard about facilities like that. Hang in there !
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

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Sep 29, 2021
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Hi there. Why are you in the facility? what happened?
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

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Oct 10, 2018
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Hello @dustbiter I hope your getting by okay lot's of Love to you :heart:
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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I hope you're feeling better!

I'm curious to know what meds they're giving you. Do you know?

Have they given you a treatment plan with a aim towards a particular date to return home?

You're in the US right?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry you are in this situation, I can imagine it must be really unpleasant. I wish you the best.
 
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TheBestUsernameEver

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Dec 26, 2021
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I wish you the best and hope you start feeling better soon.
Do take the meds, they'll help you in the fight against the black dog.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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got moved to a residential campus ;-;
i can use my phone here though, and i have my own room •3•!

the past 2 weeks have been really rough and they keep making me take medicine i dont want ;-; at least i can say hi now though, so hello everyone nwn
Forced administration of psychiatric drugs is not only despicable but unforgivable, and the fact that it is still being practiced today makes me see red. I'm so sorry you're dealing with all this.
 
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dustbiter

dustbiter

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Nov 24, 2021
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What medicine?
my latuda and lithium :P :3

also i made an edit 2 clarify but im not being like forced physically or anything!! just having my stay extended whenever i refuse :p i feel like theyre making me by dangling my freedom away ;w;
i was only physically forced w 2 sedative injections 4 restraint like 2 weeks ago :P
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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Forced administration of psychiatric drugs is not only despicable but unforgivable, and the fact that it is still being practiced today makes me see red. I'm so sorry you're dealing with all this.
I absolutely agree.

If a person came into a bad situation and was violent, screaming and shouting and a risk to themselves or others then perhaps a one off 'calm down' shot might be reasonable but it should (IMHO) need some very careful scrutiny in order to make sure its as safe from side effects and future complications. To go on to medicate a person in the assumption that you know better what they require (training and qualifications or not) is utterly disgusting and invasive. Don't forget that many of these meds come with huge side effects and it's mostly a suck it and see approach that's adopted as they will often admit that they actually don't quite know why certain meds work the way they do. It's so irresponsible and it's a very dangerous culture that stands behind this behavoir. It's also dangerous to the general public in that it spills over in the general medicine and is often prescribed to patients based on poor studies and compiled results. Often results are written to meet a quota or agenda and are far from unbiased. Requirments are met to avoid law breaking and its on the patient if there are repurcussions/side effects as the law is essentially loopholed in the favour of the prescribers. Antidepressants are dished out like sweets. More so in fact. They're worse than many recreational drugs when used long term.
 
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dustbiter

dustbiter

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Nov 24, 2021
91
Hi there. Why are you in the facility? what happened?
court order initiated by my family and granted after christmas ;w;

I hope you're feeling better!

I'm curious to know what meds they're giving you. Do you know?

Have they given you a treatment plan with a aim towards a particular date to return home?

You're in the US right?
latuda and lithium and some kind of muscle relaxant (?) at night •3•

i have individual therapy every evening, group is held every day also but not req. (though obv encouraged), psychiatrist checks in 3 times a week, therapeutic "activities" vary each day but are held 4 times daily :P no eta given for my return home, and yes im in the US uwu

They can't do that, wtf. Are you there involuntarily?
i am nwn also added an edit 2 say that im not being physically forced, just coerced w my discharge being denied if i dont cooperate :p i was only chemically restrained twice, which are the only times anything was physically forced :p :3
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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my latuda and lithium :P :3

also i made an edit 2 clarify but im not being like forced physically or anything!! just having my stay extended whenever i refuse :p i feel like theyre making me by dangling my freedom away ;w;
i was only physically forced w 2 sedative injections 4 restraint like 2 weeks ago :P
"Only" physically forced? :aw:
That reads more like full-on assault…
We shouldn't regard such actions as acceptable or normal. If you'd requested it then it would be one thing, but pinning you down and injecting chemicals into your veins against your will is downright abominable on their end in my view. 😣
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
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got moved to a residential campus ;-;
i can use my phone here though, and i have my own room •3•!

the past 2 weeks have been really rough and they keep making me take medicine i dont want ;-; at least i can say hi now though, so hello everyone nwn

edit: edit 2 clarify when i say "making me" i do not mean like, physically holding me down and forcing me!! i mean that whenever i refused medication the nurses report 2 my psych and he extends my stay :P
the only times i was forced 2 physically take anything was 2 weeks ago in the original hospital and i was given a sedating injection on 2 occasions that week u_u
You got your phone that's good at least, I've been through the same in a locked facility the first thing they took was my phone, they also fed me pills all day, I have no idea what I was taking, we didn't have access to the room since 9am to 10pm. Was the 2 longest 2 weeks of my life, sorry you are there, at least you can chat with us. Hope time goes quickly and somehow it makes you better despite the bad experience you having right now. A big hug, stay strong. :heart::hug:
 
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ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
449
got moved to a residential campus ;-;
i can use my phone here though, and i have my own room •3•!

the past 2 weeks have been really rough and they keep making me take medicine i dont want ;-; at least i can say hi now though, so hello everyone nwn

edit: edit 2 clarify when i say "making me" i do not mean like, physically holding me down and forcing me!! i mean that whenever i refused medication the nurses report 2 my psych and he extends my stay :P
the only times i was forced 2 physically take anything was 2 weeks ago in the original hospital and i was given a sedating injection on 2 occasions that week u_u
So it's more like coercion. Either way I think that is unethical.
 
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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
That sounds horrible, I'm so sorry you're in that situation. Try to play it the safest way you can it, I hope you get out soon.
 
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