What do you reckon is the most peacefull method apart from N? I was thinking F maybe, but I don't know a europe based supplier. Also I took a high dose of heroin once and got scary hallucinations and an anxiety attack, so i'm not really sure that Heroin and Opiates are quite as peacefull methods to Exit that some think they are.
Nitrogen or helium. Was it the first time you had tried heroin. Were you on anything else at the time?
2nd time. First time was the day before. I bought for the purpose of suicide, but I was curious and used it recreationally because I thought I could always buy more, but Immediately lost the oppourtunity afterwards when I had used it all.
Was on nothing else as far as I can remember.
First time I felt really relaxed and at ease, but I was quite dissapointet about the high. I had a lot of expectations that heroin has the best high ever, but for me a good skunk joint gives just a good a high without the OD risk. I still imagine it's perhaps a fairly peacefull way to go for many, but the hallucinations and mind expansion was excatly what I wasn't looking. Especially since my hallucinations were death angels with black wings welcoming me to hell.
People tend to rip off the bag
I can't do nitrogen and helium because I can't get all the supllies and I'm too clumsy to make the helium good and etc. I had it 7 years ago, but threw it out because I was getting better. I'm way to clumsy to do helium or nitrogen now and my mum lives right next to me and I don't think I can hide it from her.
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thrwaway99
Student
- Mar 24, 2019
- 144
I've seen hallucinations while on heroin too. Heroin is pretty odd in that respect, interesting to learn I am not alone.
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
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Bodies don't want to die even when minds do.
Apparently the charcoal method is peaceful if one gets it right, but it's not easy to get right.
I am agree, but as you know for sure, benzos is used to "kill" the mind and plastic bag for "kill" your body. Worst nemesys is anxiety. Must to be hard, very hard, this method.
You say it, charcoal is peaceful...........sweet death calls it....but less safe and always have to avoid any kind of damage or danger to anybody else.....
Suicide or self deliverance is always a private matter. Guess both are agree about.
Yaalya
Member
- May 7, 2019
- 93
such expressions only scare. what is so difficult about lighting coal and putting it in a room. if you have a meter and have reached an acceptable level of ppm, nothing can go wrong?
What about SN? At least it seems the second option for the majority of people or even first when N is impossible to get
Helium is generally mixed with oxygen at present.
They rip the bag off due to hypercapnia...a natural, biological function of survival. Might be a good idea to research the method before giving advice.
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Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
It's a heads-up, not an attempt to scare people. You can put charcoal in the search gizmo to read about the kinds of problems people have getting this method right. The meters that are readily affordable don't go high enough, so people guess. They have too little charcoal and/or it doesn't burn properly and/or it gets too hot to tolerate and/or SI propels them from the space. It's hard to get it right.
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