Nobody Special
Member
- Jun 4, 2024
- 83
I occasionally view various posts from my online days and get a somber feeling...
I can look back on some old posts on sites from when I 17, and remember "Hey, I have not liked life for a long time"
Most of my online communications are nearly all involving some expression of suicidal ideation.
In fact my "best" online friend I met by forming a suicide pact...
I have never talked to others without the backdrop of suicide and mental illness.
I don't join gaming discords, programming chatrooms...
I join r9k discords, neet discords, suicide pact discords...
It is rather tragic.
I can look back on some old posts on sites from when I 17, and remember "Hey, I have not liked life for a long time"
Most of my online communications are nearly all involving some expression of suicidal ideation.
In fact my "best" online friend I met by forming a suicide pact...
I have never talked to others without the backdrop of suicide and mental illness.
I don't join gaming discords, programming chatrooms...
I join r9k discords, neet discords, suicide pact discords...
It is rather tragic.