2022 I was 25 and my life was actually beginning to get better. For the first time in my life I was no longer suicidal and I finally wanted to live.
In 2022
● I had the most amazing time in Italy then weeks later I gave my strongest ever interview performance when I came back to the UK. I got the job. The salary was great it was an increase from my last job.
● I fell in love with an older man in his 50s because he just made me feel so special and it was great finally having a man see me while guys my own age ignored me and all my life I have been that girl now woman who never gets picked and always ignored and overlooked.
● Winter it was snowing in my city and across the UK. During my lunch break I took a stroll in the snow and it was so magical because my life was finally coming together and I was looking forward to the future. For the first time I wanted to live.
● Christmas was just amazing. I brought so many gifts for my family household with my work salary. The living room was full of presents I brought my family.
Then in 2023 it all came crashing down rapidly. I went from having the best year of my life to the worst year ever. I miss 2022 so much I feel like I never have those amazing times again in my life.
2009 when my ignorance and social life was at a all time peak blissful euphoric high but it all came tumbling down from then onward.
@VentingMachine4224 In 2022 I had that euphoric high as my life was at an all time high with great things starting to happen for me. I felt so alive and didn't want to die anymore then comes 2023 it all came crashing down and things have not been going great since.
I will be 27 in May I have accepted I will never have those great times I had at 25 in 2022. This is it for me