Anarchy
Invisible anarchist
- Jul 9, 2018
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My dream death would be falling off an unrealisticly high cliff. It would be red sandy, rock, and there would be a stream at the bottom. The whole area would be full of these red rock cliff/canyon things and it would be all you could see. Falling off it would be like going skydiving without the parachute.
I have a lot of daydreams about that.
If not, I'd be in a nondescript, bustling city with unrealisticly tall skyscrapers. It would be really exillerating to climb. I'd be on the national news and a helicopter would come up to broadcast my angry, well-formed parting spech, but wouldn't intervene. Everyone who's ever said more than a few words to me would be at the bottom somehow knowing exactly what I said and begging me not to do it, and the person who I care about would climb up and sit with my by the edge and stay up talking to me all night, and after I'd climb down with them, I would not be sectioned.
Or, I'd leave an angry, personalised goodbye note to every person I had the number of, and disappear. They'd think that I'm dead and be devasted, and I'd watch all of their reactions, and I'd come back anywhere from a week to a few months later and show that I'm not dead.
Or, I'd miraculously find a drug-dealer, and not only that, but a dealer who would give me drugs for free, and overdose on drugs that would put me in a manic state.
Or stab myself to death in public, but in as nonchalent and as everyday a manner as you can get.
Or go on the run and somehow live an exciting life without much paranoia and I wouldn't starve to death immediately, not until a few years on the run.
I daydream also about dying in a worldwide revolution against all governments, or be with about 30 or so other people, all holding hands on the train tracks to form a large chain, and have it recorded to live news in protest against...something.
It can safely be said that none of these are a remote possibility. Just illogical daydreams.
Anyhow, what are your most grandoise, unrealistic suicide-related fantasies?
I have a lot of daydreams about that.
If not, I'd be in a nondescript, bustling city with unrealisticly tall skyscrapers. It would be really exillerating to climb. I'd be on the national news and a helicopter would come up to broadcast my angry, well-formed parting spech, but wouldn't intervene. Everyone who's ever said more than a few words to me would be at the bottom somehow knowing exactly what I said and begging me not to do it, and the person who I care about would climb up and sit with my by the edge and stay up talking to me all night, and after I'd climb down with them, I would not be sectioned.
Or, I'd leave an angry, personalised goodbye note to every person I had the number of, and disappear. They'd think that I'm dead and be devasted, and I'd watch all of their reactions, and I'd come back anywhere from a week to a few months later and show that I'm not dead.
Or, I'd miraculously find a drug-dealer, and not only that, but a dealer who would give me drugs for free, and overdose on drugs that would put me in a manic state.
Or stab myself to death in public, but in as nonchalent and as everyday a manner as you can get.
Or go on the run and somehow live an exciting life without much paranoia and I wouldn't starve to death immediately, not until a few years on the run.
I daydream also about dying in a worldwide revolution against all governments, or be with about 30 or so other people, all holding hands on the train tracks to form a large chain, and have it recorded to live news in protest against...something.
It can safely be said that none of these are a remote possibility. Just illogical daydreams.
Anyhow, what are your most grandoise, unrealistic suicide-related fantasies?
