Method Most effective way to CTB in New Zealand

[Smashingairwaves]

Hello, I am new here. You all seem incredibly nice and supportive.


For many reasons, I am wanting to CBT, and I have for an incredibly long time. The only reason I haven't yet is I have no idea what methods that are guaranteed to work I can access.

I used to be prescribed Quetiapine (also known as Seroquel) as a sleeping aid. Typing this out feels incredibly stupid, but the best idea I could think of at the time was to take a few trays, and go out as far out as I can manage until the Quetiapine kicked in and I was too tired to swim back. I feel dumb typing that out now. I had no idea if it would work or not, which is why I never did it. Now as I am getting increasingly over existing I am getting more and more desperate to CTB. I tried to find my stash of Quetiapine but lost it all as I moved house, so I missed the bus with that one.

Anyone know what I can do that is most likely going to work? I can't fail.

I can't use a gun, I cannot access a gun without a licence here, and I cannot get a licence due to depression history. I don't know anyone who owns a gun.

I can't hang myself. I live in the middle of town in a giantly tall house. Well I guess I could, if I found trees. But like I said, I live in town. I don't even know how to hang myself, or if it will work.

I don't own a car so I can't crash.

Since I live in town cars don't go fast enough to do enough damage. Or maybe they do, and I'm just making excuses. I feel like I can't even succeed at killing myself. I just don't want to fail, and only get injured by a car.

I know no people that have access to drugs.

I'm not trying to make excuses, I'm just so lost.

After looking through this forum I've heard of getting N from A. I finally figured out what N is, but not who A is.

I just want a death that will work. I really truly want to end my life. I just want an efficient method.

Anyone know the most efficient way that is accessible in NZ?

Thank you very much for letting me rant

 

[BurningLights]

Hey smashing and welcome!
Your first idea was not stupid at all, I've seen some very crazy methods on here, yours certainly ain't the craziest.

To be honest it sounded like a pretty decent plan, considering your not too sure on the whole method side.
There is a methods mega thread found here https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/
scroll down, along with a lot of other resources. Have a look around and see if anything appeals to you.
Don't be afraid to post or ask questions, we are a friendly bunch. Take care my friend.

 

[Smashingairwaves]

Thank you,

Whoops, I completely missed that thread.

If my plan sounds decent then I guess I need to find a way to get more quetiapine

 

[BurningLights]

Don't worry, this website still confuses me to be honest!
Decent method? Yes
Better options out there? More than likely.

Depends on how want to go, I'm guessing drowning is your preferred way? Like every other method, there are variables, if your determined then it is still be a good option.
I'm going for what is called the night night method, its a way of blocking the blood flow to the brain by compressing the carotid artery with a ratchet strap around the neck and some 'padding' place on the area of the carotid on the neck. You then tighten the strap and the pressure on your padding will constrict the artery. I'll be doing this while on DMT . But that's a personal choice.

 

[Fcancer]

Thank you,

Whoops, I completely missed that thread.

If my plan sounds decent then I guess I need to find a way to get more quetiapine

Welcome fellow kiwi :)

 

[worldexploder]

Welcome to our family! We are a very understanding and validating crew! Glad to have you here.

 

[Smashingairwaves]

Thank you all :)

 

[TheLastTrip]

How did it go @Smashingairwaves ? Did you find anything that stood out to you in the resources section? You can also do a search in the search box for 'megathread' to see all the methods people have been discussing in detail on here.

 

[VanHeineken]

Welcome! I'm sorry you're here, but it's nice to meet you. You will like it here; people are very friendly and understanding.

 

[VanHeineken]

My preferred way to ctb is overdosing with fentanyl patches, but these are almost impossible to find where I live, in Western Europe. It's probably the same situation in your country too, but this is something you should look into. I regard fentanyl patch od as the easiest and most comfortable way to go.

You should also consider the night-night-method as mentioned by BurningLights above in this thread. This will most likely be the way I kill myself in the end. I am also still doing further research on other methods in general and heroin especial.

 

[Smashingairwaves]

How did it go @Smashingairwaves ? Did you find anything that stood out to you in the resources section? You can also do a search in the search box for 'megathread' to see all the methods people have been discussing in detail on here.

Haven't searched yet, website has been down for ages and I try not to browse when people are home, There's no way I want them to see I'm on here. Will look through the megathreads tonight. Thank you!

 

[Smashingairwaves]

I have found the seroquel I thought I had lost though so my plan is definitely still doable

 

[TAW122]

Is it possible to find a tall place to jump off of? If you live near the foothills or mountain areas in NZ, maybe you could find a ledge and fall off of there.

 

[Smashingairwaves]

Is it possible to find a tall place to jump off of? If you live near the foothills or mountain areas in NZ, maybe you could find a ledge and fall off of there.

I live in the middle of town, not possible

 

[Jai]

Hello, I am new here. You all seem incredibly nice and supportive.


For many reasons, I am wanting to CBT, and I have for an incredibly long time. The only reason I haven't yet is I have no idea what methods that are guaranteed to work I can access.

I used to be prescribed Quetiapine (also known as Seroquel) as a sleeping aid. Typing this out feels incredibly stupid, but the best idea I could think of at the time was to take a few trays, and go out as far out as I can manage until the Quetiapine kicked in and I was too tired to swim back. I feel dumb typing that out now. I had no idea if it would work or not, which is why I never did it. Now as I am getting increasingly over existing I am getting more and more desperate to CTB. I tried to find my stash of Quetiapine but lost it all as I moved house, so I missed the bus with that one.

Anyone know what I can do that is most likely going to work? I can't fail.

I can't use a gun, I cannot access a gun without a licence here, and I cannot get a licence due to depression history. I don't know anyone who owns a gun.

I can't hang myself. I live in the middle of town in a giantly tall house. Well I guess I could, if I found trees. But like I said, I live in town. I don't even know how to hang myself, or if it will work.

I don't own a car so I can't crash.

Since I live in town cars don't go fast enough to do enough damage. Or maybe they do, and I'm just making excuses. I feel like I can't even succeed at killing myself. I just don't want to fail, and only get injured by a car.

I know no people that have access to drugs.

I'm not trying to make excuses, I'm just so lost.

After looking through this forum I've heard of getting N from A. I finally figured out what N is, but not who A is.

I just want a death that will work. I really truly want to end my life. I just want an efficient method.

Anyone know the most efficient way that is accessible in NZ?

Thank you very much for letting me rant

Go to Queenstown pretend to do do the Nevis bungee jump ( 140 m ) but jump into the canyon without the rig

 

[Suez]

I have found the seroquel I thought I had lost though so my plan is definitely still doable

Hey Kiwi, which part of NZ r u in? I would look ito the Night-Night method as a possibility. Its based on what is called the "blood choke" a sleeper hold which is taught to Marines. The idea is that when you put pressure on two areas at the back of your neck called "Internal Carotid Arteries" long enough that you will simply fall asleep and die. But you need to keep the pressure on the Carotid sites otherwise it wont work. So people use cornhole bags and place them, one on each carotid artery and using tape to hold them in place and then lie down (on your back) and thats it......gone

 

[Forever Wandering]

Have you looked into Sodium nitrite?

 

[autumnal]

How I always pictured suicide methods in New Zealand...

 

[Smashingairwaves]

Have you looked into Sodium nitrite?

lol of course... I made this thread over a year ago...