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Hey guys. I've tried several benzoa since my downfall as a human being thanks to depression and I've noticed they differ in effects. Probably obvious to most of you but I'm just a rookie

I've tried
Ativan - one dose just slight calmness
Valium - calmness plus a little bit of sleep aid
Midazolam - best bad boi ive discovered so far. Stronger in making me sleep and staying asleep. This is the one I'd be interested to OD with for my SN method.

I was wondering if you guys could give me pointers to even stronger benzoa. I can even get prescribed Xanax which seems like an amazing benzo. Would that be even better to OD for backing out purposes?

The OD here is just to make myself unconcious for the SN BTW, not to poison me with pills.

Alcohol helps with blacking out too right? When mixed.
I have zero alcohol tolerance never drank. Hate taste. Would it make me puke hence be contraproductive? Thanks so much
 
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Midazolam is the best benzo for being unconcious.
But Midazolam only has a short half-time.
 
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Midazolam is the best benzo for being unconcious.
But Midazolam only has a short half-time.
Nice so what does the short ht imply? Would I abe able to be unconscious for an hour or two at least? Thank you
 
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Midazolam does effects 1 to 6 hours.
Aight boss one last question. I have 7.5mg pills. How many would you recommend? I'll look it up anyway but yeah good to know every opinion
 
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Aight boss one last question. I have 7.5mg pills. How many would you recommend? I'll look it up anyway but yeah good to know every opinion

I would take all you have. :)
10-20 midazolam pills should be good.

Maybe you should also crush the pills to powder, so you can give the midazolam powder in a cup with small water. Maybe an anti-emetic pill is also good, when you are taking so many pills.
 
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I would take all you have. :)
10-20 midazolam pills should be good.

Maybe you should also crush the pills to powder, so you can give the midazolam powder in a cup with small water. Maybe an anti-emetic pill is also good, when you are taking so many pills.
Thanks bro. I'll take meto for sure.
I feel so ready.
Oh so crushing is better than taking pills? I assume they will absorb much faster that way right? Great idea
 
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Flunitrazepam/Rohypnol is my number one.

If I take 2mg of it then I get a huge memory gap. That's why it's been banned in many countries, it was abused as a date-rape-drug.
 
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Your very lucky if you have Midazolam @spanishguy22. But I would urge you not to take too many pills too fast. You may pass out before you drink the SN and run the risk of damage from an OD. It's better to know your benzo well and take a moderate to high dose based on what you know it will do to your body. Despite what others believe about SN, I doubt you will gasp for air or experience some sort of suffocation so you won't miss out on much. Just you getting more and more lethargic and passing out.

Also Diazepam (Valium) has a reaction with Metoclopramide so I've heard.

Edit: Diazepam (Valium) does have a reaction with Metoclopramide but it is favourable. "Metoclopramide increases CNS depressant effect of Valium. AFAIK, PPIs (Proton Pump Inhibitors) are the only drugs that you should stay away from for at least 2 weeks before the SN attempt" - 8chan source

HOWEVER, "The metabolism of Diazepam can be decreased when combined with Tagamet (Cimetidine)" - 8chan source :https://8ch.net/suicide/res/36478.html#43867. If you are planning to take cimetidine and a benzo for SN method take anything but Diazepam.
 
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What about Xanax guys? Or is it popular just for the trippy effect? Rather than being suitable to induce sleep strongly
Your very lucky if you have Midazolam @spanishguy22. But I would urge you not to take too many pills too fast. You may pass out before you drink the SN and run the risk of damage from an OD.
For real? My GP just gave it to me due to my severe insomnia. Awesome. I'll take care thanks dude

Say I take the cup of powdered Midazolam right before the SN would that work? How long would an overdose of midazolam knock me out? Knowing this is crucial to know the timings to take sn
 
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What about Xanax guys? Or is it popular just for the trippy effect? Rather than being suitable to induce sleep strongly

Say I take the cup of powdered Midazolam right before the SN would that work? How long would an overdose of midazolam knock me out? Knowing this is crucial to know the timings to take sn

Midazolam is probably better than Xanax if you want to knock yourself out. As it is the same drug used when old people are going to be euthanised (palliative care).

No idea. Have you got a tolerance to Midazolam? Do you need to take more than usual to get the same effect? Have you experience with Midazolam at all?
 
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Midazolam is probably better than Xanax if you want to knock yourself out.

No idea. Have you got a tolerance to Midazolam? Do you need to take more than usual to get the same effect? Have you experience with Midazolam at all?

I only take one a night since like a month.
Not much tolerance I guess.
I take a while to sleep after taking it but what I'm not aware is what it'd take after I down 30 of them at once lol. Maybe as you say 5 by 5 to see how I react could be a better course of action.
 
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What about Xanax guys? Or is it popular just for the trippy effect? Rather than being suitable to induce sleep strongly

If you are not tolerant, doses over 30 mg will knock you out quick ( within 20 mins) but it has a short half life. I am benzo tolerant, if I want to sleep quick, I take etizolam, out in 15 mins.
 
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I only take one a night since like a month.
Not much tolerance I guess.
I take a while to sleep after taking it but what I'm not aware is what it'd take after I down 30 of them at once lol. Maybe as you say 5 by 5 to see how I react could be a better course of action.

Just don't test Midazolam too much before you plan to ctb. You will develop a tolerance.
 
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Flunitrazepam/Rohypnol is my number one.

If I take 2mg of it then I get a huge memory gap. That's why it's been banned in many countries, it was abused as a date-rape-drug.
Oh wow I just looked and it can be bought online seems like.
Do you think a doc will prescribed me? I'm Spanish maybe it's banned too
If you are not tolerant, doses over 30 mg will knock you out quick ( within 20 mins) but it has a short half life. I am benzo tolerant, if I want to sleep quick, I take etizolam, out in 15 mins.
I'll have to try that one then!
 
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Oh wow I just looked and it can be bought online seems like.
Do you think a doc will prescribed me? I'm Spanish maybe it's banned too
My rohypnol come from the Darknet, this stuff is a mind-killer, seriously. I have both of them :D

10147

injectable midazolam, kicks ass. This is for my golden shot with heroine.
 
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My rohypnol come from the Darknet, this stuff is a mind-killer, seriously. I have both of them :D

View attachment 10147

injectable midazolam, kicks ass. This is for my golden shot with heroine.

Nice. Both heavy duty stuff. For serious people no doubt. Lmao thats nearly TOO effective. It's as if your sedating yourself for capital execution haha.
 
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My rohypnol come from the Darknet, this stuff is a mind-killer, seriously. I have both of them :D

View attachment 10147

injectable midazolam, kicks ass. This is for my golden shot with heroine.
Dang spoon hella tripping rn.
Pass me one jk lol
Do you think I can go clear net for this? Several suppliers seem to appear like rats. To be legit or not. That I can not say.
Nice. Both heavy duty stuff. For serious people no doubt. Lmao thats nearly TOO effective. It's as if your sedating yourself for capital execution haha.
That's the best ahaha
 
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Dang spoon hella tripping rn.
Pass me one jk lol
Do you think I can go clear net for this? Several suppliers seem to appear like rats. To be legit or not. That I can not say.

Man tbh all you need is a good benzo like Ativan (Lorazepam), Alprazolam (Xanax) or even Temazepam. Don't bust your balls and risk getting caught trying to get heavy duty shiz. The vast majority of people wanting to go by SN can only dream of coming by this stuff and still it is reported a peaceful way to go.

But if you want to go ahead then I would suggest darknet for sure.
 
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Yes, very hard to get. Flunitrazepam has a very bad reputation. If I put a 2mg pill in someone's drink, he/she will become absolutely defenseless. That's why it's used for pretty bad things and is very difficult to obtain.

Nice. Both heavy duty stuff. For serious people no doubt. Lmao thats nearly TOO effective. It's as if your sedating yourself for capital execution haha.
That's right. I'm going to sleep very very deep :D
 
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Yes, very hard to get. Flunitrazepam has a very bad reputation. If I put a 2mg pill in someone's drink, he/she will become absolutely defenseless. That's why it's used for pretty bad things and is very difficult to obtain.


That's right. I'm going to sleep very very deep :D

Jesus, the original date rape drug indeed.

You definitely are man. Dying will be like falling asleep to you.
 
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LOL. ok guys seems I'll suggest the doc for the lols.
Yeah Ativan does nothing for me so either Midazolam or Xanax for me. Id love to pass out high on Xanax, peaceful end eheh.
Would you guys mind adding some 10 pills Ambien to the mix? And some alcohol? Haha that must knock me out
 
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LOL. ok guys seems I'll suggest the doc for the lols.
Yeah Ativan does nothing for me so either Midazolam or Xanax for me. Id love to pass out high on Xanax, peaceful end eheh.
Would you guys mind adding some 10 pills Ambien to the mix? And some alcohol? Haha that must knock me out

Haha, jesus fuck don't take Ambien. You'll do some crazy shit while your dieing. You might post something heaps racist, cook up a turkey or start driving your car lmao.


^^ Side effects
 
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Haha, jesus fuck don't take Ambien. You'll do some crazy shit while your dieing. You might post something heaps racist, cook up a turkey or start driving your car lmao.
Lololol I'm on Ambien rn and typing random shit almost lel, it's a relief from the pain lol.

Didn't know it's be bad to add Ambien to the benzoa. You learn you live! (Not long hopefully)
 
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Haha, jesus fuck don't take Ambien. You'll do some crazy shit while your dieing. You might post something heaps racist, cook up a turkey or start driving your car lmao.
Even with one pill 10mg I see the paint on the wall ist melting to noodles. Well it feels very good but a black out? No! I makes me so relaxed that it could be possible to do things you shouldn't if you don't go to bed immediately ;).
A few years ago I'll tried do knock me out forever with a few pills and a bag over my head. No black out just the strong feeling of getting not enough air.

Besides that my regular sleeping pill of choice. But my doctor only hands over a prescription for a 5mg pill every third day/night...times are changing....
For germans etc. its named as Zolpidem or Stilnox.
 
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Even with one pill 10mg I see the paint on the wall ist melting to noodles. Well it feels very good but a black out? No! I makes me so relaxed that it could be possible to do things you shouldn't if you don't go to bed immediately ;).
A few years ago I'll tried do knock me out forever with a few pills and a bag over my head. No black out just the strong feeling of getting not enough air.

Besides that my regular sleeping pill of choice. But my doctor only hands over a prescription for a 5mg pill every third day/night...times are changing....
For germans etc. its named as Zolpidem or Stilnox.
Maybe Xanax for a cool blackout hmhmm
 
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Xanax is more an anti-anxiety pill, not really a sleeping pill.
 
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Xanax is more an anti-anxiety pill, not really a sleeping pill.

Xanax is also used for insomnia as well. All benzo's do similar things.
 
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yup you may puke without preparation

Aight boss one last question. I have 7.5mg pills. How many would you recommend? I'll look it up anyway but yeah good to know every opinion

may i ask where u got them? from your name i guess u got it from doctors in spain? for what reason? i only got midazolam injected once for op, that shit was insane. rohypnol/flunitrazepam is also very strong.

black out and pass out are two different things, for amnestic effects there are better benzos. for passing out/unconsciousness i would choose the strongest ones, like rohypnol/flunitrazepam, but im not sure if that sn combination will work out as planned, many different variables here with timing. also there may be some very potent research chemical benzo/thienodiazepine variants to use, but the ones i tested yet were not that hardcore (flunitrazolam/clonazolam/etizolam), rather just like normal benzos like xanax. xanax is mostly anxiolytic and less sedating/hypnotic. you may look for the sedating/more hypnotic ones like flunitrazepam for passing out
 
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