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blue94

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Mar 25, 2023
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I had a shimmer of hope maybe my life would get better but it just got crushed right now. If someone could please tell me the source for ICC or the other one for SN in a PM id bw grateful. i thibk i have pms unlocked.

im in so much pain right now. like the pain you get when youre so sad. i just want it to go away. if someone could please tell me their source. i found a sketchy site from malaysia selling SN but im not sure if its legit and id rather go with good sources.

i live with family so id need the packaging to not be super obvious.

thank you
 
nonialabaster

nonialabaster

Experienced
Jan 4, 2023
263
I had a shimmer of hope maybe my life would get better but it just got crushed right now. If someone could please tell me the source for ICC or the other one for SN in a PM id bw grateful. i thibk i have pms unlocked.

im in so much pain right now. like the pain you get when youre so sad. i just want it to go away. if someone could please tell me their source. i found a sketchy site from malaysia selling SN but im not sure if its legit and id rather go with good sources.

i live with family so id need the packaging to not be super obvious.

thank you
Sorry, can't help you. Your post looks really sketchy. It screams pro-lifer.
 
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blue94

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Mar 25, 2023
10
Sorry, can't help you. Your post looks really sketchy. It screams pro-lifer.
i understand if i seem sketchy but im not really sure what you mean by prolife? ive lurked the sn discussions for months now and only signed up recently. im guessing youre not meaning pro life in the context of pro choice vs pro life?

i understand if it seems suspicious a newish user wants sn right away. i have posted about my lifelong history of suicidal feelings so i dont really think im pro life but im sorry if i come across as suspicious
 
nonialabaster

nonialabaster

Experienced
Jan 4, 2023
263
I'd recommend you read the rules of this forum, and correct your grammar and spelling. I'm sorry if that sounds harsh, but, we've had way too many interlopers come into this site, lately.

I don't have time to explain to you what a pro-lifer is, on this site. You should read the rules. Yes, you do come across as suspicious.
 
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blue94

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Mar 25, 2023
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I understand. After seeing a couple of threads of people saying you need to wait to get PM ability to get the SN source and then ask I thought that was like..the kinda unspoken culture around here. I understand the suspicion though after the site was under scrutiny. Also apologize for the bad grammar, I was coming off from a depressive episode.
 
nonialabaster

nonialabaster

Experienced
Jan 4, 2023
263
I understand. After seeing a couple of threads of people saying you need to wait to get PM ability to get the SN source and then ask I thought that was like..the kinda unspoken culture around here. I understand the suspicion though after the site was under scrutiny. Also apologize for the bad grammar, I was coming off from a depressive episode.
It's fine. I get it. Just do your best, and don't post when you're in a craze, if I might. Take some time, listen to some soft music. Then, you might post.
 

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