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Too weird to live, and too rare to die.
Jun 30, 2025
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I've always been a careful person - in the sense that I like redundancy. Backups. Spare parts. A well stocked pantry.

I just hate running out of things, or finding out that something I rely on has broken and that ordering a replacement will take forever.

(Perhaps I missed my calling as a prepper somewhere in post-apocalyptic, aka present day, US America.)

I'm the same when it comes to catching the bus. I guess you could call me a CTB prepper.
  • I have prepared and tested my primary exit, nitrogen.
  • I have my backup ready, sodium nitrite, puke meds, etc.
  • I have a bunch of poison hemlock seeds (Conium maculatum). A bit unconventional, but if it was good enough for Socrates I bet it's good enough for me.
  • I have a bottle of ricin. Well, castor beans really (Ricinus communis). Perhaps in a smoothie?
  • Some nightshade (Atropa belladonna).
  • A large plastic bag and sleeping pills. This method was described in older copies of Final Exit but has been removed because of a high likelihood of failure. It's a race between the sleeping pills knocking you out before the bag fills with enough CO2 to trigger hypercapnia. I tried and survived this method earlier this year because I kept on not falling asleep and then panicking. Eventually my housemate came home and found me drugged to the gills but alive, and called an ambulance.
So my question to everyone here… are there any other people around here with multiple redundant methods that they have prepared? Care to name them? Care to point out any important considerations about any of the techniques named in this thread?
 
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May 31, 2025
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I've always been a careful person - in the sense that I like redundancy. Backups. Spare parts. A well stocked pantry.

I just hate running out of things, or finding out that something I rely on has broken and that ordering a replacement will take forever.

(Perhaps I missed my calling as a prepper somewhere in post-apocalyptic, aka present day, US America.)

I'm the same when it comes to catching the bus. I guess you could call me a CTB prepper.
  • I have prepared and tested my primary exit, nitrogen.
  • I have my backup ready, sodium nitrite, puke meds, etc.
  • I have a bunch of poison hemlock seeds (Conium maculatum). A bit unconventional, but if it was good enough for Socrates I bet it's good enough for me.
  • I have a bottle of ricin. Well, castor beans really (Ricinus communis). Perhaps in a smoothie?
  • Some nightshade (Atropa belladonna).
  • A large plastic bag and sleeping pills. This method was described in older copies of Final Exit but has been removed because of a high likelihood of failure. It's a race between the sleeping pills knocking you out before the bag fills with enough CO2 to trigger hypercapnia. I tried and survived this method earlier this year because I kept on not falling asleep and then panicking. Eventually my housemate came home and found me drugged to the gills but alive, and called an ambulance.
So my question to everyone here… are there any other people around here with multiple redundant methods that they have prepared? Care to name them? Care to point out any important considerations about any of the techniques named in this thread?
Well, impressed and envious. I always wish suicide wasn't taboo, so there could be a nice little market where those of us with lower skills could just buy a nice complete set up. Obviously that's completely out of the realm of possibility but it's a nice wish!

Seems like you have two highly reliable methods in 1 and 2, should you ever want to use them. The plants seem more difficult to get precisely right, but you won't get there anyway.
 
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I've always been a careful person - in the sense that I like redundancy. Backups. Spare parts. A well stocked pantry.

I just hate running out of things, or finding out that something I rely on has broken and that ordering a replacement will take forever.

(Perhaps I missed my calling as a prepper somewhere in post-apocalyptic, aka present day, US America.)

I'm the same when it comes to catching the bus. I guess you could call me a CTB prepper.
  • I have prepared and tested my primary exit, nitrogen.
  • I have my backup ready, sodium nitrite, puke meds, etc.
  • I have a bunch of poison hemlock seeds (Conium maculatum). A bit unconventional, but if it was good enough for Socrates I bet it's good enough for me.
  • I have a bottle of ricin. Well, castor beans really (Ricinus communis). Perhaps in a smoothie?
  • Some nightshade (Atropa belladonna).
  • A large plastic bag and sleeping pills. This method was described in older copies of Final Exit but has been removed because of a high likelihood of failure. It's a race between the sleeping pills knocking you out before the bag fills with enough CO2 to trigger hypercapnia. I tried and survived this method earlier this year because I kept on not falling asleep and then panicking. Eventually my housemate came home and found me drugged to the gills but alive, and called an ambulance.
So my question to everyone here… are there any other people around here with multiple redundant methods that they have prepared? Care to name them? Care to point out any important considerations about any of the techniques named in this thread?
I love that you are this way.

Why did you attempt with the 6th item on your list (or was it higher back then?)
 

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